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Ourselves Podcast
OURSELVES is the world’s first open-source podcast that dives deep into the worlds of creativity, culture, & personal growth. Hosted by film & music video director Arrad, each episode brings you unfiltered conversations with visionary artists, trailblazing entrepreneurs, and thought leaders shaping the future. From behind-the-scenes stories of groundbreaking projects to candid discussions about mental health, reinvention, and navigating the creative industry, OURSELVES is your space to feel inspired, challenged, and connected.
Made by ourselves, for ourselves.
- Episodes
- 45
- Releases
- Every two weeks
- Typical length
- 1 hr 35 min
- On air since
- 2025
- Latest episode
- 5 days ago
Episodes
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1 hr 24 min
Why the Music Industry Is Broken (It’s Not the Artists' Fault) | Jesse Boykins III
Episode 45
Show notes
Labels used to have a marketing plan for their artists. Now the marketing plan is the artist: post about the album five times a day for six months, then post the presale link again.
Jesse Boykins III writes the songs, then directs the worlds they live in. Five albums of his own, a Grammy nomination for co-writing Steve Lacy's "Playground", an executive producer credit on Jessie J's album, and he's been working with Steve Lacy since Steve was 15.
In this conversation I break down with Jesse why big artists can't sell tickets anymore and why it's not their fault, what artist development actually means and the five album test that proves it, why Steve Lacy hasn't dropped in three years, why Frank Ocean probably has a hundred albums we'll never hear, and why so many brilliant creatives never finish anything. We also get into the director side. Why the performance beats the perfect shot, why he'll throw out the shot list on set, what he does when a client says no, and the movie that made him want to make movies.
If you're an artist, director or creative trying to build something that lasts, this one is for you.
0:00 Cold Open
2:28 What He Taught Leon Thomas About World Building
4:50 Treat Your Artistry Like A Brand
6:23 Niche Fan Bases vs Viral Hits
7:15 The Difference Is Vision
8:07 Why Chasing A Hit Is Fleeting
9:11 Real Vision vs Pinterest References
10:35 No Story, Just References
11:22 "I'm Too Boring" Is Your Best Material
12:38 A Photographer Since 14 Who Never Said So
13:41 Directing 13 Years Before Calling Himself A Director
14:27 One Project Doesn't Make You A Director
15:24 What Made Anthony Mandler Different
16:52 I Don't Care If A Song Sounds Good
18:15 Nobody Told You This Wasn't Good Enough
19:05 The Perfect Shot vs The Real Performance
21:31 DPs Are All The Same Archetype
22:39 Directing Is A Grocery List
23:16 Forget The Shot List
24:51 "Everything Today Is Meant To Be This Way"
26:02 Why He Runs A Feel Good Set
30:36 What Great Artists Have In Common
31:12 Jessie J's Hidden Talent
31:50 Steve Lacy Was Making Beats On His Phone At 15
33:48 Is Artist Development Dead?
34:34 The 5 Album Test
35:27 Labels Don't Ask Questions
36:31 Sales Is Asking The Right Questions
37:27 Ask An Artist Questions Like A First Date
40:32 Why Big Artists Can't Sell Tickets
42:50 Bring Back Street Teams
44:07 You Can't Blame The Artist
44:58 College Tours And Cruise Ships
46:11 Spend Half The Budget On Marketing
47:59 Who He Makes Films For
49:10 Why His Treatments Take So Long
52:11 When To Trust Your Gut
54:27 Taste vs Vision
55:16 Why Brilliant Creatives Never Finish
56:38 Russ Says Just Put It Out
59:32 Some Artists Hold Music Sacred
1:00:00 Why Steve Lacy Hasn't Dropped In 3 Years
1:00:35 Frank Ocean Probably Has 100 Albums
1:01:08 Does Putting Out Too Much Hurt You?
1:03:48 Commercial Directors Want To Do Music Videos
1:04:18 When The Client Says No: Director's Cut
1:08:55 How To Actually Add Value
1:10:51 Swap The First And Second Verse
1:12:26 What's Next: "I'm A Creator"
1:16:31 "I Met My Wife At Your Show"
1:17:16 The Passion Project We Keep Putting Off
1:18:48 Why We Put Obstacles In Front Of The Hero Story
1:20:43 Card Pull: What He's Always Wanted To Try
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1 hr 35 min
The Secret Weapon Behind the Choreo of Cardi B, BLACKPINK's LISA, and Lil Nas X.
Episode 44
Show notes
Sean Bankhead got cut from Usher's tour at 19. Almost 15 years later, he came out of retirement and danced next to Usher at the Super Bowl.
Sean is the choreographer behind Cardi B, Normani, Tate McRae, Lil Nas X, Missy Elliott, Victoria Monét and Lisa. He started out as a shy kid from Atlanta who couldn't book a dance job, so he made his own videos, put them on YouTube, and the world knew his name before the industry did.
In this conversation I break down with Sean how his "Run The World" dance video dropped before Beyoncé's own video and got his whole channel taken down, how he ended up performing "Single Ladies" with Beyoncé, why Normani was the first star he saw coming, and how he gave Tate McRae real pop dance. We also get into the parts nobody posts about. Why choreographers and directors sell the music but never see the royalties, the one thing he looks for when he hires dancers, why technique doesn't beat taste, the BET moment with Lil Nas X nobody planned, and what his therapist told him about needing to be needed.
If you're a dancer, choreographer or creative trying to get paid what you're worth, this one is for you.
0:00 Cold Open
1:37 The Kid Who Couldn't Book A Job
2:12 Living Out Of A Suitcase Since 19
3:19 His First YouTube Channel
4:39 The World Knew Him Before The Industry Did
9:52 Beyoncé's "Run The World" Call
14:51 The Dance Video People Thought Was Real
15:48 Copyright Strikes Killed His Channel
17:37 Frozen In The Room With Beyoncé
20:15 How To Build Aura
22:55 Fatima Robinson Took Him Under Her Wing
23:42 Prince Showed Up To His Birthday Party
26:11 Atlanta Became Black Hollywood
27:30 Normani Was The First Star He Saw Coming
31:04 Giving Tate McRae Real Pop Dance
32:31 From Choreographer To Creative Partner
33:37 Underpaid For The Vision
34:44 1.5 Billion Views, Not A Penny
35:48 "We Sell The Music"
40:18 Creatives Are 100% A Business
41:52 How Dancers Actually Make Money
42:56 Taylor Swift's Dancer Bonuses
44:39 Why He Books The Same Dancers Every Time
45:04 The #1 Thing He Looks For In A Dancer
47:03 Technique Doesn't Beat Taste
48:57 How He Really Started With Beyoncé
49:33 His First Big Break, "Promise Ring"
50:53 Performing "Single Ladies" With Beyoncé
53:42 Stomp The Yard 2 And Hannah Montana
54:06 Cut From Usher's Tour At 19
57:04 Out Of Retirement For The Super Bowl
59:34 Next To Usher On The Biggest Stage
1:01:18 Why Cardi B Outperforms Everyone
1:05:45 Chris Brown's Edit Room Lesson
1:06:34 The Secret To Viral Choreography
1:08:16 Lisa And The K-Pop Process
1:11:13 K-Pop Stans And Twitter
1:12:07 How Lil Nas X Found Him
1:14:34 The BET Kiss Nobody Planned
1:15:57 Everything Checked Off Except Janet
1:17:48 You Can't Delegate Taste
1:18:23 Therapy And The Need To Be Needed
1:22:10 Will Stepping Back End His Career?
1:23:08 Why He Hasn't Done His Own TV Show
1:24:03 Jumping To The Next Ladder
1:25:17 Filling Your Cup Back Up
1:26:15 Rapid Fire: Doja Cat Is Underrated
1:27:45 The Artist Who Learns Fastest
1:28:45 How They Shot Normani's "Wild Side" Slide
1:29:50 TikTok Dancers And The Frosted Flakes Check
1:31:59 Card Pull: What He's Always Wanted To Try
1:33:44 Where To Find Sean
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29 min
Hollywood Is DYING And It’s Not For The Reason You Think
Episode 43
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The collapse is worse than you think. Over 50,000 California production jobs disappeared in two years, soundstage occupancy fell from 95% to 62%, and not a single Best Picture nominee at this year's Oscars was shot on a Hollywood lot.
I've been directing for 14 years. In 2012, 99% of my shoots were in LA. Starting in 2019, my work moved to Atlanta, Miami, Jamaica and Paris. The industry didn't die. It left.
In this episode I break down why American culture is losing its grip on the world and how Hollywood is dying. From your favorite NBA player being French to your favorite pop star being Korean to your favorite movie being shot overseas. I get into the FilmLA and Bureau of Labor Statistics numbers, why Netflix being a tech company changes everything, how inflation priced LA out of its own industry, and why a $20 million American production can be shot overseas for $4 million. Then I make the case that this isn't a collapse. It's a reset, and it's the biggest opening outsiders have ever had.
If you're a filmmaker, artist or creative still waiting for Hollywood to call, this one is for you.
0:00 Cold Open
0:56 America Is Never Going Back
1:41 No More Michael Jacksons
2:08 Your Favorite Stars Aren't American Anymore
4:04 When 99% Of My Shoots Were In LA
5:20 How LA Priced Itself Out
6:32 Why My Jobs Left LA In 2019
7:14 The 2023 Strikes Changed Everything
7:41 Soundstages Fell From 95% To 62%
9:23 50,000 Jobs Gone In Two Years
10:29 The Oscars Say Hollywood Is In A Death Spiral
11:54 Shoot Days Cut Almost In Half
12:47 Netflix Is A Tech Company
13:44 Capitalism Swallowing Itself Whole
14:48 Shooting For A Fifth Of The Price Overseas
15:22 Inflation Is Through The Roof
16:52 If You Live Overseas, This Is Your Time
18:08 Three Hard Decisions For American Creatives
18:33 The Gatekept Industry Is Dying
20:20 America Isn't The Center Anymore
20:59 Curry Barker, Kane Parsons And YouTube
21:40 The End Of One Country Controlling Culture
22:02 Think Globally As A Filmmaker
22:26 Bad Bunny, Blackpink And Burna Boy
23:26 The Immigrant Hunger America Lost
23:52 Do We Blame AI? No. We Adapt.
24:49 America Still Has The Infrastructure
25:32 Build Something Undeniable
26:10 This Era Belongs To The Outsiders
27:03 It's Not A Collapse. It's A Reset.
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1 hr 12 min
Drake Was P-Lo's Dream Artist. He made it happen.
Episode 42
Show notes
P-Lo produced the Drake record that put Mac Dre back in front of the world, and the Bay had a lot to say about it.
P-Lo is a producer, rapper and Bay Area architect who helped build the sound that came out of Pinole, Richmond and Vallejo. In this episode he breaks down how "Too Hard For The Radio" actually came together, why honoring Mac Dre mattered more to him than the placement itself, and why he thinks people misread the whole thing as a shot at the West Coast. He also gets into the two records that built Empire, why being independent is more fruitful now than it has ever been, and the day he told his job he was gone with $400 to his name and half of it already spent on a flight to LA.
He talks about what G-Eazy taught him, why the Warriors started a record label, what AI is really taking from artists, and the sacrifice nobody warns you about. Then he makes the case that his best work is still ahead of him, because Quincy Jones made Thriller at 50.
0:00 Cold Open
1:37 The Drake Record Nobody Knew He Produced
2:09 Drake Was The Dream He Spoke Into Existence
2:30 Drake Wanted To Honor Mac Dre
3:06 Was It A Shot At The West Coast
4:04 The Bay Had Mixed Feelings About It
4:40 Mac Dre, Forefather Of Bay Area Rap
6:23 Growing Up In Pinole
7:25 The Records That Raised Him
8:44 Cataracts, The Pack And The Team
10:01 When Your Song Becomes Their Love Story
11:33 Producers Are Already Using Suno
14:54 The Real Problem With AI Is Your IP
16:40 Notebooks Full Of Raps Over Kanye Beats
17:45 Meeting iamSU And Building HBK
19:00 Empire Was Built Off Two Records
20:21 Why Artists Still Sign To Majors
21:52 Why Give Away That Percentage
24:33 Honor The Music And It Honors You
25:25 Being A Good Person Is The Strategy
29:11 Build Horizontally, Not Just Up
31:03 If He Lost Everything Tomorrow
32:38 Passing Out CDs At Rasputin And Hilltop Mall
37:08 The Sibling Rivalry That Built His Confidence
39:03 His Parents Didn't Want Him Making Music
39:54 What His Immigrant Parents Risked
42:19 Why Filipinos Can Sing And Dance
44:56 The CMC Channel After School
46:20 Chad Hugo Made It Feel Possible
48:08 The Crossroad: Wiz, Berner And Juicy J
49:26 He Told His Job "I'm Gone"
49:55 Down To His Last $400
51:27 What G-Eazy Taught Him
53:57 The Warriors Own A Record Label
58:55 Music As A Vehicle Into Everything Else
1:00:49 Quincy Made Thriller At 50
1:03:38 The Sacrifice Nobody Talks About
1:05:58 You Need That Delusion
1:07:27 The New Album, Out The Box
1:09:39 Card Pull: Proudest Moment
1:11:07 Where To Find P-Lo
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2 hr 1 min
Ariana Grande's Director Is Her Creative Soulmate
Episode 41
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Christian Breslauer directed the music videos you have already watched a hundred times. Ariana Grande. SZA's Kill Bill. Lil Nas X's Industry Baby. Doja Cat. Lisa. Roddy Ricch's The Box. If you have loved a music video in the last five years, there is a good chance he made it.
He also never went to film school. His parents couldn't afford to send him, so he worked in restaurants and taught himself the craft one video at a time. Then he heard a song called The Box, wrote a treatment nobody asked him for, said "this is the hit," and it changed his life.
In this conversation I break down with Christian how he shot SZA's Kill Bill in a single 18 hour day with wirework and stunts, the one scene he pitched over lunch that took Lil Nas X from 50 million views to 500 million, the pitch that made Ariana Grande cry and led to Video of the Year at the VMAs, and what it was like shooting Ariana on real film with Steven Spielberg's two time Oscar winning DP. We also get into the parts nobody posts about. Why you have to be your own agent, why he walks onto every set a little scared, why he'd rather have a hundred shots that look thirty percent cool than one perfect one, and why he thinks you have to be a little psychotic to be a creative.
If you're trying to build a career in film or music video without permission or connections, this is the blueprint.
0:00 Cold Open
2:23 Becoming A Dad Changed Everything
6:54 Shooting Ariana Grande On Film
14:03 YUNGBLUD, Ozzy And Sharon On Set
15:44 His Dad Built The Karol G Museum
18:55 Self Taught, No Film School
23:26 Trippie Redd's First 100K Video
24:32 Roddy Ricch's The Box, Nobody Asked
28:04 You Have To Be Your Own Agent
29:53 The Box Dropped, Then Lockdown
37:16 Lil Nas X's Industry Baby Shower Scene
41:36 SZA's Kill Bill Was An Accident
43:35 Doja Cat's Streets And Blacking Out
45:44 Why His Treatments Got Simpler
50:22 SZA And Lisa Shot In One Day
57:54 Spielberg, Fincher And Precision
1:02:49 Inside Ariana Grande's World
1:05:48 We Can't Be Friends And Eternal Sunshine
1:11:54 Creative Directing Ariana's Tour
1:16:36 20,000 People Lose It
1:20:06 Winning Video Of The Year At The VMAs
1:25:06 Advice For Up And Coming Directors
1:32:42 Old Spice, Marshmello And Commercials
1:37:18 Chasing The First Feature
1:45:25 Stop Forcing The Timeline
1:50:10 McConaughey's Oscar Speech Lesson
1:57:40 Dinner With His Grandparents
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28 min
How Obsession and Backrooms Took Over Hollywood
Episode 40
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A $750,000 horror movie just beat Hollywood at its own game. In this episode, I break down how two creator-made films, Obsession and Backrooms, each crossed $200 million on micro budgets, and why that quietly rewrote the rules of the entire film industry. Curry Barker built an audience on YouTube first, then made Obsession for the fans he already had, and Kane Parsons turned an internet horror phenomenon into a real theatrical event before he was old enough to rent a car.
I use both to make the case that the old gatekept Hollywood pipeline is dying. You can prove the concept first, build the audience first, and let the audience tell the industry what to pay attention to. I get into why craft and taste beat budget, why horror is the great equalizer for new filmmakers, the honest reality that these breakout stories are rare, and the one move every creator still has to make. You don't need permission, a studio, or millions of dollars anymore. You need a good idea, taste, and the guts to go make your damn film.
00:00 Introduction
02:37 Two $200M Movies on Micro Budgets
03:23 Reintroducing Myself
04:04 Why Hollywood Might Be Better Now
05:35 Curry Barker and the YouTube Model
08:48 Stop Putting Pressure on One Idea
09:32 The Excuses We Make as Creators
12:03 The Insane Numbers Behind Obsession
13:34 We Spend Too Much Time Waiting
14:25 The Audience Doesn't Care How You Got There
16:11 Make Movies That Feel Alive
18:22 Kane Parsons and the Anti-AI Argument
20:11 The Hard Truth and the New Path
22:40 The Internet Is the New Film Festival
24:41 A New Pipeline and Horror as the Equalizer
26:26 Go Make Your Damn Film
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1 hr 42 min
He Started With $0 and Cold Emails. Now Nike, Oakley & Wingstop Hire His Agency.
Episode 39
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Sebastien built SLAPS, a creative agency for some of the biggest brands in the world, with no design degree, no advertising background, and no industry connections. He started by cold emailing strangers, Googling what a branding agency even does, and selling a $5K identity to a local Indian restaurant.
Now SLAPS works with brands like Nike, Oakley, Wingstop, and Under Armour. In this conversation, Sebastien breaks down the real agency game: why sales is an art form, why you should never sell services, and why brands pay more for vision. This is the story of building taste, selling ideas, and turning zero connections into a world-class creative agency.
This is Ourselves with Sebastien Vandecasteele.
00:00 Introduction
02:29 What SLAPS Does as a Creative Agency
03:54 The Wingstop Mango Habanero Campaign
06:35 How Social Media Rewrote the Agency Game
07:48 SLAPS vs Traditional Agencies (Wieden+Kennedy, 72andSunny)
12:36 Production: In-House vs Outsourcing
13:56 Starting With Zero Creative Background
16:00 Why Sales Is the Real Art Form
17:42 Lessons From a Year in a Call Center
18:10 Discovering Creative Direction by Accident
20:04 Cold Emailing Strangers to Land Brands
21:11 The First $5K Client (an Indian Restaurant)
23:28 Why You Sell Vision, Not Services
26:42 The Sales Exercise & Why Listeners Win
29:42 How to Actually Get a Brand's Attention
30:22 LinkedIn as a Creative Goldmine
32:07 Breaking Tension With GIFs in Cold Emails
37:33 The Brutal Reality of Unpaid Pitches
39:26 The 6-Month Music Video Pitch From Hell
42:08 Building a Voice So People Come to You
47:56 Inside the SLAPS Team
49:11 Working With His Wife at the Agency
50:46 How Creative Directors, Art Directors & Copywriters Work
53:15 Building a Global Agency Out of Barcelona
54:46 Running Ads for Brand Awareness
58:28 The Mistake of Trying to Do Everything
01:01:11 Handling High-Pressure Clients & Celebrities
01:04:31 What Big Budgets Actually Pay For
01:07:13 AI, Creative Jobs & the Renaissance of Craft
01:14:18 Pivoting SLAPS Into a Strategy-First Agency
01:16:08 Project 2027 & the AI Endgame
01:18:55 Favorite SLAPS Projects (HelloFresh, Wingstop, Oakley)
01:21:46 Living Between Amsterdam, New York & LA
01:24:18 Surfing Through Burnout
01:25:30 Building a Business With Your Wife
01:27:31 The Hustle Years vs The Balance Years
01:28:35 The DISC Sales Framework Every Creative Needs
01:32:48 Why Creative Is the Hardest Industry to Sell In
01:38:34 The Card Question: Most Meaningful Feedback
01:41:24 Closing Tradition
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1 hr 45 min
Followers Are Worthless. Watch Time Is The New Currency. (w/ Sooraj Saxena)
Episode 38
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Most of what you've been told about being a content creator is a lie. Sooraj Saxena spent years learning that the hard way.
In this conversation he reveals the testing pool TikTok uses before any video goes viral, why Mr. Beast openly admits his mental health is awful, why chasing another creator's blueprint guarantees you'll resent your own life, and the moment that made him walk away from a 5,000 person paying waitlist. If you're building anything online in 2026, this is required listening.
00:00 Content Is Science
01:51 Sooraj's biggest audience
03:21 His Original Chai videos
05:22 Brown Creator Representation
06:13 Childhood Performer Roots
10:47 Startup Videos Breakthrough
16:41 Sneaking Into Concerts
19:23 His Company Shakti And the TikTok Market Gap
32:58 Back to Brand Deals
33:22 Betting on a Portfolio
35:14 Being Ghosted From a Big Partnership
37:09 Gods Wake Up Call
40:24 His First Big 6 Figure Merch Year
48:20 How the Algorithm Can Penalize You
51:41 Why Brands Dont Reach Out
01:10:05 Creator Chaos Tradeoffs
01:14:01 Create for Joy Not Fame
01:16:12 Deinfluence Your Dreams
01:16:43 Having Four Million Followers But Broke
01:19:50 Stop Chasing Blueprints Like Mr Beast
01:23:48 No One Is Saving You
01:27:03 What To Do When Content Flops
01:30:49 AI and Human Resilience
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1 hr 25 min
One TikTok and a Frank Ocean song accidentally launched his career
Episode 37
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Matt Hansen did not wait for a record label to believe in him. He built his career himself. After posting a single TikTok covering Frank Ocean, Matt suddenly found millions of people listening. What started as a simple video turned into a full time music career built entirely outside the traditional music industry.
In this episode of Ourselves, Matt shares the real story behind that moment and what it actually takes to survive as an independent artist today. We talk about the reality of building an audience online, the pressure artists feel to chase algorithms, and why Matt refuses to let AI touch his music.
00:00 Beating the Scroll
02:19 Staying Independent
03:18 DistroKid and Fast Releases
05:11 Timing the Social Media Window
07:44 Do Artists Need Labels?
09:38 TikTok Mini Music Videos
16:28 The Frank Ocean video that changed his life
20:03 Handling Label Attention
30:40 Finding the Right Hooks For Your Videos
42:55 AI Emotion Theft
43:42 Beauty of Imperfection
49:20 Synesthesia and Billie Eilish
01:04:30 Touring Loneliness
01:07:10 How to Win Over a Festival Crowd
01:13:37 Relevance and TikTok Tips
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1 hr 7 min
IRAN Wants America Dead…But Will This War Bring Peace?
Episode 36
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I sat down with Iranian rapper and activist Erfan Paydar to unpack what’s really happening in Iran right now and why the world isn’t paying enough attention. From the 1979 revolution to today’s protests, we break down the political history that led to the current regime and the massive nationwide uprising demanding change.
Erfan shares a deeply personal perspective shaped by growing up between Iran and the United States. We discuss the brutal crackdowns on protesters, the economic collapse inside the country, and why millions of Iranians believe the Islamic Republic has reached its breaking point. He explains the role of the IRGC, the influence of foreign powers, and why many Iranians are rallying behind Crown Prince Reza Pahlavi as a potential transitional leader.
Beyond politics, Erfan also reflects on his childhood in Iran, the beauty of Iranian culture, and how his experiences living in both worlds shaped his music and activism. From stories of growing up in Isfahan and Tehran to building a rap career that speaks for the Iranian diaspora, this conversation dives into identity, freedom, and the responsibility of using your voice.
This episode is an honest, emotional look at a nation at a crossroads and a reminder that behind every headline are real people fighting for their future.
01:59 Diaspora Connection to Iran
02:20 Growing Up Between Iran and USA
03:53 Iran’s 1979 Revolution to Today
05:16 Uprising and Brutal Crackdown
08:09 Corruption and the IRGC
12:13 1953 Coup and the Shah Era
18:17 Why the 1979 Revolution Happened
35:45 Free Iran vs Free Palestine Debate
36:40 Media Silence and Minimizing Deaths
38:40 False Comparisons to US Protests
39:45 Being Called a Zionist for Speaking Out
40:20 Hyperinflation and Daily Survival
41:26 Can the Regime Outlast Collapse?
44:11 US Sanctions Versus Corruption
46:41 Iranian Regime’s Children Living Lavish in Dubai
48:23 Erfan’s Childhood Memories of Iran
50:38 Hope of Returning Home
51:29 Trump Talks and Nuclear Standoff
54:33 How Strict Censorship is in Iran
01:01:13 How to Help Iran
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1 hr 40 min
Oscar-Nominated Director Reveals the Pitch That Sold to Netflix
Episode 35
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Want to sell a movie to Netflix? This episode breaks down the reality behind a Netflix documentary pitch deck, funding, film financing, and what streamers actually buy. Oscar-nominated director Matt Ogens, known for Netflix’s Audible and Disney+’s Madu, explains how pitch decks, sizzle reels, packaging, and access determine whether a project gets made, how documentary financing really works, and what filmmakers need to understand about distribution deals in 2026. If you’re researching Netflix documentary pitches, film funding, or how to build a filmmaking career, this is the real behind-the-scenes conversation.
02:39 Origin Story: Growing Up Without an “Artist” Blueprint
08:23 The importance of being a PA and DIY Film school
09:34 How networking got his first big break with ESPN
15:11 Deep Dive: Making his film ‘Audible’—12 Years to Finance, Pitch Decks, Netflix, and Sound as Character
37:37 Why So Many Docs Are Under 40 Minutes (Festivals, Oscars Rules)
38:26 Netflix + Festivals: Qualifying Runs, Theatrical Weeks, and Strategy
41:33 The Oscars Aren’t the Job: Filmmaking as Hard Work + Startup Life
44:55 From Viral Clip to Disney+: The Origin Story of ‘Madu’
50:41 Pitching Docs Today: Treatments, Sizzle Reels, and Selling the Arc
54:08 Capturing Intimacy on Camera: Trust, Crew Size, Lenses, and Natural Light
01:08:12 Co-Directing Across Cultures: Why Collaboration Made the Film Stronger
01:10:11 Best Ways to Edit Documentaries
01:15:42 The Best Way To Interview for Documentaries
01:18:27 Where Should the Subject Look? On-Lens vs Off-Lens
01:22:52 What Makes a Doc Stand Out? The One Thing That Gets Audiences to Care
01:24:42 Breaking Into Commercials & Branded: Reels, Rosters, and the Pitch Process
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36 min
How to land big budget video clients without “connections”
Episode 34
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From $500 music videos to six-figure productions, I sat down with up-and-coming photographer Cilantro to break down what it really takes to level up in the creative industry. This is a raw, unfiltered conversation between two filmmakers at different stages of their careers...diving deep into mentorship, ego, gear obsession, and why your personal work might just be your most valuable investment.
We talk about navigating plateaus, building an undeniable portfolio, communicating your vision (even with limited budgets), and what it actually takes to build a core team you can trust. Cilantro also opens up about burnout, finding his voice, and the harsh realities of getting noticed in an oversaturated industry.
If you’re a creative trying to break through, this episode is your blueprint.
00:40 Hitting a Ceiling in Work
01:54 Exposure to Larger Productions
04:34 Finding Mentorship
05:09 Building Trust with Production Companies
06:00 First Major Label Music Video
06:27 Arrad's Big Break from Working With Tyga
07:03 Creating a Proof of Concept
07:30 Challenges in Photography
08:52 Finding Your Style
09:09 Shadowing Professionals
14:42 Building a Core Team
16:49 Dealing with Low Budgets
17:12 How to Build Your Team
18:04 Best Gear for Filmmakers
18:55 Obsessing Over Gear: Is It Necessary?
19:20 Using iPhones for Professional Shoots
22:41 Owning vs. Renting Gear
26:15 Making Your Offer Undeniable
29:09 Executing Personal Projects
31:36 Creating for Yourself
32:35 Breaking Into Commercials
33:30 Curating Your PortfolioFollow Arrad (podcast host)
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2 min
Why Iranians Need the World’s Attention Right Now
Episode 33
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I was on set yesterday filming a new project, and I realized how little many of my colleagues and crew knew about the situation in Iran right now. I am a proud Iranian and wanted to quickly educate you on what is happening there, so this mini episode provides a little glimpse.
I hope this offers a bit of insight and, more importantly, motivates you to help spread the word and keep attention on Iran. Every share, every conversation, every bit of pressure matters.
Be the voice of Iran, for a free Iran. 💚🤍❤️
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1 hr 42 min
The New Rules of Becoming a Full-Time Content Creator in 2026 (w/Adrian Per)
Episode 32
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In this episode, we dive deep into the inspiring journey of Adrian Per (@omgadrian), a trailblazing creative force in the content space. Adrian shares how he transitioned from having just $13 in his bank account to becoming a full-time content creator with over a million followers across his platforms. We talk about his unique approach to content creation, meticulous time management, and the importance of trusting your own voice. We also discuss the future of content, his exciting new project 'Content College,' and valuable insights for aspiring creators. If you are a creator or filmmaker, this episode is for you!
00:00 Intro
03:21 Content Creation in Music before TikTok
04:56 Transition to Full-Time Content Creation
06:28 The Struggles of a Traditional Director
13:01 The Turning Point: October 2022
16:39 The First Viral Video
16:54 The Impact of Consistent Posting
25:57 The Role of Pre-Production in Content Creation
31:50 The Evolution of Content Quality
32:39 The Power of Unique Stories
41:30 Overcoming Insecurities on Camera
47:56 Breaking Past the Fear of Judgment
50:05 Overcoming Personal Challenges
50:43 Finding Freedom in Content Creation
52:26 Financial Struggles and Career Decisions
53:33 Balancing Freelance Work and Content Creation
54:36 The Reality of Freelancing
58:48 The Impact of Financial Stress on Creativity
59:58 Transitioning from 9 to 5 to Full-Time Content Creation
01:01:58 Building a Business Beyond Brand Deals
01:04:00 Introducing Content College
01:06:39 The Value of Community in Content Creation
01:09:11 Selling Digital Products
01:19:40 The Importance of Financial Literacy for Creators
01:25:02 Managing Time Effectively
01:29:00 Dealing with Underperforming Content
01:31:38 Innovating Content Formats
01:36:23 Future Plans and Creative Freedom
01:38:38 Advice for Aspiring Content Creators
01:40:05 The Importance of Kindness and LegacyFollow Adrian Per
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2 hr 11 min
Nora Fatehi Turned Rejection Into 47 Million Followers and Global Stardom
Episode 31
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From Toronto to Bollywood to the World Cup stage, Nora Fatehi’s journey is anything but traditional. In this episode, we break down how a Moroccan-Canadian girl with no industry connections “backdoored” her way into one of the world’s most competitive film industries: learning Hindi from scratch, reinventing herself in Mumbai, and using dance as her superpower to win over an entire culture.
Nora opens up about being undermined early on, navigating gatekeepers, reality shows, and “just a dancer” labels, while strategically investing her own money to open new markets and build a global brand. She shares the story behind her Warner Music debut “What Do I Know (Just A Girl)” featuring Shenseea, trusting a new creative team for her first US music video, and learning to let go of perfectionism.
Beyond the virality, this is a conversation about legacy: recovering from a brutal ankle injury, fighting PR narratives, building the #DanceWithNora community to uplift dancers, and wanting to be remembered for shattering stereotypes and finishing the dreams her ancestors never got to fulfill. If you’re an artist, immigrant kid, underdog, or anyone betting on yourself, this one’s for you.
00:00 Introduction: Overcoming Challenges
04:28 Nora's Nervousness and Trust Issues in Arrad (Haha)
06:13 Challenges in Music Video Production
09:20 Favorite part of What Do I Know vid feat Shenseea
12:59 Shooting in Extreme Conditions
15:49 Ankle Injury and Mental Resilience
20:35 Influences and Inspirations
21:51 Cultural Exposure and Bollywood Influence
28:50 Breaking into Bollywood
39:53 The Turning Point: Dilbar Song
42:44 Playback Singing in Bollywood
45:44 Respecting Dancers
46:55 Breaking Stereotypes
47:41 Journey of Self-Taught Dance
55:32 Connecting with Fans
57:48 Investing in Self
01:05:51 Financial Struggles and Breakthrough
01:08:45 Creating New Markets
01:20:45 Collaborating with Western Artists
01:26:52 Marketability and Memorable Image
01:33:08 Challenges of Learning New Languages
01:34:07 Transitioning to Lead Roles
01:35:46 Success in Netflix's 'The Royals'
01:40:32 Navigating Cultural Expectations
01:46:20 Parental Acceptance and Validation
01:49:57 AI and the Future of Work
01:54:59 Concerns About AI's Impact on Society
02:07:18 The Importance of Following Your Calling
02:10:17 Final Thoughts and GratitudeFollow Nora Fatehi
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1 hr 11 min
Leon Thomas: You Can’t Be Great Without Being Disruptive
Episode 30
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Leon Thomas is one of the rare artists who has mastered the blend of musicality, vision, and business. In this episode, Leon pulls back the curtain on what it really takes to make art that cuts through the noise, without selling out. From crafting concept bibles and curating world-class visuals, to building subcultures and navigating record label politics, this conversation is a masterclass in intentional artistry.
We talk about flow state, creative discipline, and why every artist should prioritize community over virality. Leon also breaks down the lost art of artist development, the importance of preparation, and why disruption is essential for innovation. Whether you're an artist, director, or producer, this episode is a blueprint for building something lasting.
00:00 Introduction
02:12 Collaborating with Issa Rae
03:06 The Secret Superpower of Acting Experience
04:41 The Concept Bible and Creative Vision
05:06 The Artist-Director Dynamic
07:31 Navigating the Music Industry
14:38 The Importance of Viral Hits and Community
16:32 The Power of Diehard Fans
18:09 The Difference Between TV/Film and Music Videos
18:53 Preparation and Rehearsal
22:39 Flow State and Overcoming Nerves
28:48 Connecting with the Audience
31:59 Creating for Yourself First
35:35 The Need for Disruption in Art
37:11 Pushing the Limits of Sound
38:23 Creating Unique Live Experiences
39:25 Inspiration from Other Artists
39:53 Memorable Concert Experiences
44:30 The Importance of Communication
46:34 Favorite Movies and Directors
49:40 Influential Music Videos
54:21 Understanding Song Credits
55:25 The Value of a Music Catalog
57:42 Early Career and Collaborations
59:25 Embracing Past Experiences
01:00:21 Balancing Art and Business
01:04:41 Reflecting on Personal Growth
01:06:05 Dealing with Creative Blocks
01:09:26 Final Thoughts and Gratitude
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1 hr 41 min
He’s Directed HUGE Videos for Kendrick & Bieber. Here’s How Colin Tilley Stays Relevant in a Cutthroat Industry
Episode 29
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From shaping visual masterpieces with Kendrick Lamar and Justin Bieber to redefining commercial storytelling, director Colin Tilley has done it all. In this episode, we get the full story. Colin opens up about his evolution as a filmmaker, how growing up in Berkeley influenced his aesthetic, and how trial and error on set helped him develop a signature style now sought after by the world’s biggest artists and brands.
We also talk about building longevity in a notoriously fickle industry, the role of mentorship, and how creating a healthy set environment makes all the difference. Colin doesn’t shy away from the gritty details: from the pressure of editing his own work, to managing the balance between creativity and business, to taking a conscious break from Instagram to reset his artistic mindset.
Whether you’re an aspiring filmmaker or someone fascinated by what it takes to succeed behind the camera, this conversation is full of game and rare insights from one of the industry’s most visionary directors.
00:00 Transforming on Set: Embracing the Superman Side
02:03 Full Circle: From Fan to Collaborator
03:06 The Berkeley Influence
03:56 Learning Filmmaking Through Trial and Error
19:05 Creating a Positive Set Environment
23:34 Maintaining Longevity in the Industry
35:30 Transitioning from Music Videos to Commercials
37:28 Mentorship and Learning Patience
41:09 The Art of Editing and Collaboration
44:22 Challenges of Balancing Directing and Editing
45:30 Finding the Right Team for Each Project
51:19 The Impact of Social Media on Creativity
52:31 Taking a Break from Instagram
01:02:53 Understanding Film Management vs. Agents
01:06:18 Breaking into Commercials from Music Videos
01:11:10 Funding and Creating 'Mr. Happy' with Chance The Rapper
01:15:52 Building Trust and Relationships in the Industry
01:16:20 Working with Justin Bieber: Building a Long-Term Collaboration
01:23:11 Breaking into the Industry with Tyga & Chris Brown
01:25:19 The Role of Relationships in Career Growth
01:29:42 Iconic Projects: 'Alright' with Kendrick Lamar
01:33:43 Shooting a Commercial with Steph Curry
01:36:10 Final Thoughts and ReflectionsFollow Colin Tilley
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20 min
5 ways to improve your focus by 20x WITHOUT adderall
Episode 28
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In this solo episode, I unpack the silent killer of creative momentum: distraction. We live in a world built to hijack our attention: our phones, our feeds, our dopamine loops. It’s not that we’re lazy or unmotivated…it’s that our focus is constantly under attack.
I share my personal struggles with what I call "creative erosion," the mental fragmentation that prevents us from sitting down and getting meaningful work done. This isn’t just about ADHD. It’s about a system that trains us into constant stimulation. If you've ever found yourself unable to read a book, finish an edit, or write a pitch without 17 interruptions, this episode is for you.
I also give you five practical, stimulant-free tools that have radically improved my ability to focus. From raw dog walks (yup, no phone) to the surprising cognitive power of saffron tea. No gimmicks. Just real tools for real creatives.
00:00 Introduction
01:55 The Impact of Dopamine
02:14 Constant Stimulation and Its Effects
03:23 Mental Fragmentation
04:02 Personal Struggles with Focus
05:25 Creative Erosion
05:43 Attention Hijacked
05:50 Avoiding ADHD Medication
06:49 Five Tips for Sharpening Focus
06:54 Creating a Non-Negotiable Routine
07:46 Morning Routine Details
08:32 Importance of Routine
09:17 Weekend Routine Challenges
09:34 Focus Through Walks
11:01 Checklist Therapy
11:22 Using Notes App for Productivity
12:20 Prioritizing Tasks
13:48 Killing Notifications
15:12 Purposeful Phone Checking
15:25 Saffron Tea for Focus
16:07 Benefits of Saffron
17:04 Conclusion and Final ThoughtsFollow Arrad (podcast host)
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2 hr 24 min
Music Video Legend Turned Netflix Director: The Untold Story of Anthony Mandler
Episode 27
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In this episode, I sit down with legendary director and visual architect Anthony Mandler, the creative force behind some of the most cinematic music videos of the last two decades. From shaping the visual identities of Rihanna and Jay-Z to helming award-winning features, Anthony shares a masterclass in creative evolution, relationship-building, and artistic reinvention.
We unpack his late start in directing, his transition from photography to music videos, and the bold moves that defined his career. Anthony opens up about navigating the gatekeeping of the music industry, crafting stories that blur the line between cinema and music, and the pivotal moments that led to timeless visuals like “Disturbia” and “Holy Grail.”
This is more than a career retrospective. It’s a blueprint for longevity in an industry that’s always changing. We also look ahead to the future of filmmaking with AI, explore the emotional toll and triumphs of directing, and reflect on fatherhood, fashion, and staying ahead of the cultural curve.
00:00 Starting Late: The Journey to Directing
00:27 Breaking Stereotypes in the Creative Industry
01:01 Building Trust with Artists
01:38 Navigating the Music Video Industry
02:35 From Photography to Music Videos
21:06 Building Iconic Music Video Careers
21:49 Breaking into Directing
23:23 Navigating the Music Industry
26:32 Collaborations with Jay-Z and Rihanna
30:21 Creating Cinematic Music Videos
41:21 Jay-Z's Honest Feedback
42:19 Reworking the Song for Impact
45:10 Rihanna's Early Career and Breakthrough
50:24 Creating Iconic Music Videos
55:49 Collaborations and Creative Processes
01:03:46 Reflecting on a Memorable Motorcycle Shoot
01:05:41 The Challenges and Triumphs of Filmmaking
01:08:28 Navigating Product Placement in Music Videos
01:11:36 Transitioning from Music Videos to Commercials
01:17:55 Breaking into Feature Films
01:24:04 Kendrick's Impact on Fashion and Music
01:24:47 Building a Production Company
01:32:26 Navigating the Film Industry
01:34:09 Making 'Monster': Challenges and Triumphs
01:46:13 Lessons from a Seasoned Director
01:48:36 Directing Styles and Future Projects
01:48:36 Directing Actors vs. Musicians
01:51:34 Balancing Courtroom Drama and Real Life
01:57:41 Challenges and Triumphs of Filmmaking
02:04:33 The Future of Filmmaking and AI
02:04:57 Setting the Scene: A Sci-Fi Thriller on a Greek Island
02:05:42 AI in Filmmaking: Revolutionizing the Industry
02:07:14 The Future of Film: AI vs. Traditional Methods
02:11:28 Fatherhood and Filmmaking: Balancing Passion and Family
02:13:23 The Evolution of Filmmaking: From Analog to AI
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1 hr 43 min
From designing Justin Bieber’s Tours to Building the Future of Crypto: This is Figge
Episode 26
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From Twilight dream sequences to designing visuals for Ariana Grande, Justin Bieber, and the Super Bowl halftime show, Figge has helped shape the visual language of modern entertainment. In this guest episode, we explore how he transitioned from film school to visual effects, pioneered cinematic content for concerts during the rise of LED walls, and helped launch iconic moments like Kanye West’s Glow in the Dark tour.
We also get into how Figge co-founded Possible, a trailblazing studio that builds cinematic experiences for live shows around the globe. Later, we explore his shift into the crypto world, co-founding We Knew and joining Yuga Labs, the creative force behind Bored Ape Yacht Club and Otherside. From NFTs to digital apparel, AI, and composable blockchain assets, this episode is packed with insights for creatives who want to stay ahead of the curve.
00:00 Intro
02:46 Early Inspirations and Film School
11:01 Creating Value in Your Career
14:32 Entering the World of Live Events
21:09 The Rise of LED Walls in Concerts
24:56 Kanye West's Glow in the Dark Tour
32:57 Opening of the Wizarding World of Harry Potter
33:24 Creating Visual Effects for Hogwarts
33:46 Founding Possible: A New Venture in Live Event Cinematics
36:58 Identifying and Capitalizing on Niche Markets
38:57 Chasing Passion Over Money
40:02 The Importance of Upskilling and Continuous Learning
42:32 Collaborating with Lady Gaga
49:06 Working with Ariana Grande: The Sweetener Tour
53:30 Concert Visuals for Justin Bieber
56:00 Super Bowl Halftime Shows: Behind the Scenes
59:45 The Booming Entertainment Scene in the Middle East
01:02:37 Transitioning to Crypto: The Birth of We Knew
01:09:23 Venture Capital vs. Bootstrapping: Lessons Learned
01:10:50 Challenges in the Crypto World
01:11:36 The Philosophy of a Thousand True Fans
01:13:12 Profile Pictures and Digital Collectibles
01:14:07 The Rise of Digital Apparel
01:15:05 NFTs and Their Evolution
01:16:01 Composability in Blockchain
01:18:22 The Future of Crypto and NFTs
01:26:41 The Role of AI in Creativity
01:29:10 Yuga Labs and Its Projects
01:30:28 The Community of Bored Ape Yacht Club
01:33:02 The Future of Digital Assets
01:38:11 Pressure is a PrivilegeFollow Figge
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