Documentary First: Conversations on Documentary Filmmaking

What happens to the people who make documentaries?

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Documentary First is a weekly podcast about the people behind documentaries and how the work changed them. Host Christian Taylor, director of the award-winning The Girl Who Wore Freedom, talks with filmmakers, distributors, entertainment lawyers, actors and more, from Ken Burns and PBS American Masters creator Susan Lacy to first-timers, across nearly 300 conversations. Each week brings one of two formats: a long-form conversation with the people behind films for HBO, Netflix, PBS and independent film, or The Deep Dive, where Christian takes one insight from a recent conversation and follows it wherever it leads. Listen Notes ranks the show in the top 5% of all podcasts worldwide. New episodes every week.

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How do you find a film mentor when you don't know anyone in the business?

Finding a film mentor with no connections can feel impossible, especially in documentary filmmaking. Documentary filmmaker James L. Freedman never used the words mentor or champion in his conversation with Christian Taylor. But listening back to Documentary First Episode 288, Christian heard the same thing again and again: door after door in his career opened because of a person. In this Deep Dive, she follows that chain of people, explains the difference between a mentor and a champion, and ends with seven places to look for a mentor in the film industry, even if you know no one.

In this Deep Dive on Documentary First Episode 288 with James L. Freedman, Christian traces how James, a longtime TV writer, found his way into documentary filmmaking. As a high school senior, he had produced Marty Glickman's late-night radio talk show on WNEW in New York. Decades later, his wife suggested he make a documentary about Glickman, and a friend he hadn't spoken to in six months called and turned out to be Lou Zamperini's next-door neighbor. When the finished film, Glickman, played the Santa Barbara Film Festival, Ari Emanuel of WME told James that Martin Scorsese should see it. The next day, James says, an email arrived: Scorsese was in, and he wanted to put it on HBO.

Christian shares the documentary storytelling lessons James brought out of decades in writers' rooms, including his belief that "every single frame, every second, should have intent behind it." He keeps a folder of first impressions, does all of his own research, finds the spine of a story first and plants the payoff early, which Christian calls documentary storytelling at its finest. She also tells the story James told her about Scorsese's editing room, where Turner Classic Movies played with the sound off, and the story Scorsese has often told about his own mentor, John Cassavetes, who saw a rough cut of Boxcar Bertha, told him he was better than that kind of movie and pushed him to make something different. Scorsese's next film was Mean Streets.

Then the money. Christian looks at how favors, donations and discounts helped James get archival footage he couldn't otherwise afford. James sees fair use as a gray area and tries to make it a darker gray. That is one filmmaker's experience, not legal advice.

Finally, Christian names the mentors and champions in her own life: Ken Burns, who taught her through his films and his MasterClass long before he sat down with her on Episodes 208 and 209; one of her best friends, Sandy Gordon, who worked locations on Rudy and was consulting producer on The Girl Who Wore Freedom; Pam Tierney, who has worked side by side with her since they were non-union actors in Chicago; and Chad Gilchrist and Armin Korsos, younger filmmakers she produces with on Five Great Lakes.

WATCH THE FILM: James's latest documentary, Charles Grodin: Rebel with a Cause, is available to rent or buy on Amazon Prime Video, Apple TV, Fandango at Home and Google Play.

FREE GUIDE: From Sitcoms to Scorsese, 37 lessons from James L. Freedman, free with your email.

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In this episode, Christian explores:

• How did a party question, his wife and an old friend start James's first documentary?
• How did Glickman get from the Santa Barbara Film Festival to Martin Scorsese and HBO?
• What documentary editing tips did James bring out of decades in TV writers' rooms?
• Why does planting the payoff early make for better documentary storytelling?
• Who was Martin Scorsese's mentor, and what did he tell him about Boxcar Bertha?
• What kinds of mentors and champions does a filmmaker need, from Ken Burns to Sandy Gordon?

CHAPTERS

0:00 One Phone Call, Then Scorsese

3:32 Mentor vs. Champion

5:59 Documentary Editing Tips

8:11 Archival Footage, Favors, Fair Use

11:14 Ken Burns and Other Teachers

14:33 Seven Places to Start Looking

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS

How do you find a film mentor with no connections?

Christian Taylor suggests seven places to start: watch great documentaries; listen to people ahead of you through podcasts, interviews and classes; look at who is one or two people away from you; contact your local film office; join meetup groups, production alliances or a Women in Film chapter; volunteer on films and at festivals; and ask for one specific thing while offering something in return. She suggests picking one of the seven this week.

What is the difference between a mentor and a champion?

In this Deep Dive, Christian Taylor describes a mentor as someone who teaches you over time, and a champion as someone who uses their name or position to open a door for you. In documentary filmmaker James L. Freedman's story, Ari Emanuel didn't teach him how to make a film, but he made sure the film got to Martin Scorsese. Christian says everyone needs both kinds of people.

What did Martin Scorsese tell James L. Freedman about editing and narration?

James L. Freedman says that when he saw Martin Scorsese's editing room, Turner Classic Movies was playing with the sound off. As James tells it, Scorsese said watching pictures without sound shows you how filmmakers choose to tell their story, and that it helps his editing. James also says that when he wondered whether HBO would want a celebrity to narrate Glickman, Scorsese told him, "No, I love your narration."

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ABOUT THE FILMS

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James L. Freedman wrote in Hollywood for more than 25 years, on shows including Coach, Zoe and Cybill. He wrote, directed and narrated three documentaries: Glickman (2013), executive produced by Martin Scorsese for HBO; Carl Laemmle (2019); and Charles Grodin: Rebel with a Cause, distributed by Virgil Films.

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The Source Episode

Charles Grodin Documentary: Comedy Star, Prison Crusader (Episode 288)

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ABOUT DOCUMENTARY FIRST: THE DEEP DIVE

Documentary First is a weekly podcast about the people behind documentaries and how the work changed them. Host Christian Taylor, director of the award-winning The Girl Who Wore Freedom, talks with filmmakers, distributors, entertainment lawyers, actors and more, from Ken Burns and PBS American Masters creator Susan Lacy to first-timers, across nearly 300 conversations. Each week brings one of two formats: a long-form conversation with the people behind films for HBO, Netflix, PBS and independent film, or The Deep Dive, where Christian takes one insight from a recent conversation and follows it wherever it leads. Listen Notes ranks the show in the top 5% of all podcasts worldwide. New episodes every week.

RESOURCES MENTIONED

• Illinois Film Office
• Ken Burns Teaches Documentary Filmmaking (MasterClass)
• Ken Burns on Documentary First, Episode 208
• Ken Burns on Documentary First, Episode 209

Photo of Martin Scorsese by Harald Krichel, CC BY-SA 4.0, via Wikimedia Commons.

Who was Charles Grodin when the cameras weren't rolling?

Most people know Charles Grodin from Midnight Run, The Heartbreak Kid or Beethoven. Far fewer know that he spent the last 20 years of his life working to get women out of prison, and visited them every week. Charles Grodin: Rebel with a Cause, the Charles Grodin documentary from James L. Freedman, tells both stories.

In Episode 288, Christian sits down with James L. Freedman, a longtime sitcom writer who came to documentary filmmaking late. A question at a party about the best job he ever had led to his first film, Glickman, which Martin Scorsese executive produced for HBO. For his third, Grodin's widow, Elissa Grodin, sent him seven boxes of archives, about a hundred hours of material, and James did all of the research himself.

James explains why he wouldn't make "an hour of him being funny" with the activism saved for the end. Instead he seeded Grodin's conscience through the whole film: the class president who helped Black students in Pittsburgh, the 1969 Simon & Garfunkel television special that lost its sponsor, and the CNBC show that turned to social issues. James quotes Grodin's own line: "You don't want me to picket the governor's office, you want me to be in the governor's office."

He also walks through how he hunted down archival footage, how an independent filmmaker got Robert De Niro, Steve Martin, Martin Short and Elaine May on camera, and how he keeps a budget down as, in his words, "one guy making this movie."

WATCH THE FILM: Charles Grodin: Rebel with a Cause is available to rent or buy on Amazon Prime Video, Apple TV, Fandango at Home and Google Play.

James's film Carl Laemmle airs on TCM on Friday, October 23, at 8:00 p.m. ET.

In this episode, you'll learn:

• Why James writes down his first impression of everything he likes, so he remembers how it first hit him after he's gone numb to it
• Why he finds a story's spine first, and how he knew his opening and closing when he saw them
• How the stars said yes, and why famous interviewees want to know who else is in the film
• How Elaine May changed her mind about an interview, and what she said after seeing the film
• How a Johnny Carson story became a Charles Bronson sequence, and why every second needs intent
• Where to find archival footage when none seems to exist
• How fair use, donated clips, grants and paid festival screenings fit into a documentary budget
• What surprised him most about Grodin: the weekly prison visits, and the father Grodin lost at 17

CHAPTERS

0:00 Midnight Run's Other Side

6:43 TV Writer Turned Filmmaker

12:24 Beginning, Middle and End

18:23 Getting De Niro and Elaine May

26:51 Charles Grodin on Johnny Carson

29:35 The Archival Footage Hunt

36:42 Narrating Your Own Documentary

39:43 Fair Use, Licensing and Costs

48:15 Scorsese's TCM Editing Trick

50:19 Weekly Prison Visits

53:54 Carl Laemmle Saved 300+ Refugees

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS

How did a small documentary get Robert De Niro, Steve Martin and Martin Short?

Director James L. Freedman says his first two films helped: Elissa Grodin watched both before giving him her husband's story, then connected him with Robert De Niro and Steve Martin. He cold-called Martin Short. Freedman believes they agreed because they loved Charles Grodin, and that stars want to see other recognizable names in a film so they know they aren't being exploited.

What did Charles Grodin do for prison reform?

For the last 20 years of his life, Charles Grodin worked to get women out of prison, most of them mothers of color with young children who had been caught in police stings. Director James L. Freedman says Grodin visited them every week, and a friend who saw him after those visits said he would come away a broken man, crying. As Freedman tells it, Grodin believed he could do more inside the governor's office than picketing outside it.

How do independent documentary filmmakers keep costs down?

James L. Freedman doesn't pay himself for his time, so he does the slow work himself: all of his own research and his own calls to studios. He asks rights holders to donate clips and photos, and when he has to pay, he asks for a discount, reminding them he is one filmmaker, not a corporation. When something unavoidable costs more, like a hotel suite for an interview, he makes the money back by spending less elsewhere.

How do you find archival footage for a documentary?

Director James L. Freedman does his own research and calls it a scavenger hunt. With no footage of Lovers and Other Strangers, the Broadway play Charles Grodin directed, he Googled every name in the Playbill and found a scene on The Ed Sullivan Show. For Glickman, he slowed a two-second newsreel shot to four seconds, and a snowy VHS tape led him to an old Paramount newsreel on nitrate film that came back crystal clear six months later.

DOCUVIEW DEJA VIEW PICKS

James's pick: Carl Laemmle (2019), his own second film, about the founder of Universal Studios, who helped more than 300 refugees escape Nazi Germany. It's on Amazon now. James says Glickman, his first film, comes to Fandango at Home by year's end.

Need a doc for date night? Browse every guest pick on our DocuView Deja View page.

SPONSORED BY VIRGIL FILMS ENTERTAINMENT

This episode is brought to you by Virgil Films Entertainment, distributor of Super Size Me and the Oscar-nominated Restrepo, with over 25 years of distribution experience. https://virgilfilms.com

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ABOUT THE GUEST

James L. Freedman

Writer, director and narrator, Charles Grodin: Rebel with a Cause

James L. Freedman wrote in Hollywood for more than 25 years, on shows including Coach, Zoe and Cybill, where he was also a producer. Charles Grodin: Rebel with a Cause, his third film, is distributed by Virgil Films.

Website: https://charlesgrodinfilm.com

X (the film): https://x.com/ChuckGrodinFilm

ABOUT DOCUMENTARY FIRST

Documentary First is a weekly podcast about the people behind documentaries and how the work changed them. Host Christian Taylor, director of the award-winning The Girl Who Wore Freedom, talks with filmmakers from Ken Burns and PBS American Masters creator Susan Lacy to first-time directors, across more than 290 episodes. Each week brings one of two formats: a long-form conversation with the people behind films for HBO, Netflix, PBS and independent film, or The Deep Dive, where Christian takes one insight from a recent conversation and follows it wherever it leads. Listen Notes ranks the show in the top 5% of all podcasts worldwide. New episodes every week.

RESOURCES MENTIONED

• TCM Films on Film schedule

What does The Velveteen Rabbit, a 1922 children's book about a stuffed toy, have to do with old home movies and AI?

In Margery Williams' classic story, an old toy called the Skin Horse tells a stuffed rabbit that being real isn't about how you are made. It is something that happens to you when you are loved for a long time. In this episode of Documentary First: The Deep Dive, Christian Taylor follows that idea from the nursery to old home movies, the scratchy 8mm reels families shot for decades, and asks what it means to keep things real now that tools can make footage of things that never happened.

In this Deep Dive on Documentary First Episode 287 with Phil Maher, founder of Stockfilm, a home movie archive with over 200,000 clips from the 1930s to the 1980s, Christian picks up on something Phil told her. Stockfilm keeps the scratches and the dust, because they make the footage feel original and real. That sent her back to Christmas Day, 1986, in her family's home in Arlington, Virginia. She was 17. Her little sister Annie, then three, had been given The Velveteen Rabbit as a book and cassette, read by Meryl Streep with George Winston playing the music underneath. Annie fell asleep in her lap. Christian kept listening, had never heard the story before, and found herself crying. It became her favorite story to read to children.

From there, Christian brings the Skin Horse's idea back to Phil's archive. Phil has seen hundreds of Christmases on those reels and thinks of himself as a steward of these people's lives. Christian looks at why that kind of real matters more now that AI can show a face that never existed or a moment in history nobody was there to see, and at Phil's clear line: the footage itself stays 100 percent real, because it is the historical record. She shares why she has spent weeks setting up a NAS, network-attached storage, at home: she doesn't want to lose years of work, and the RAID drive holding her film The Girl Who Wore Freedom is failing. She also talks about why so many people want to own the album or the CD again instead of licensing it. She closes with practical steps for anyone with a box of old reels in the closet, and with the end of the rabbit's story, where his spots still show through.

In this episode, Christian explores:

• Why Phil Maher keeps the scratches and dust in Stockfilm's home movies
• Hearing The Velveteen Rabbit for the first time on Christmas Day, 1986
• What the Skin Horse tells the Rabbit about becoming real
• Why, once you are real, shabbiness doesn't matter
• Why imperfection can be what makes an audience believe a film
• What changes when AI can make footage of things that never happened
• Why Phil says real footage is the historical record, and AI recreations should be disclosed
• Why Christian is setting up a NAS while the RAID drive holding her film is failing
• Owning a movie or an album versus licensing it
• What Phil sees again and again on old reels: people dancing together
• How to preserve old home movies, from digitizing to keeping copies in three places

CHAPTERS

0:00 The Velveteen Rabbit, Christmas 1986

4:21 What Is Real? The Skin Horse

6:34 Scratches, Dust and AI Footage

9:40 Why Physical Media Still Matters

13:50 The Splendid New Bunny

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS

What is the Skin Horse's quote about being real in The Velveteen Rabbit?

In Margery Williams' 1922 book, the old Skin Horse tells the Rabbit that "Real isn't how you are made" and that "It's a thing that happens to you." A toy becomes real when a child loves it for a long time, not just to play with. By then most of its hair has been loved off and it is shabby, but, as the Skin Horse says, once you are real you can't be ugly, except to people who don't understand.

Why do filmmakers leave the scratches and dust in old home movies?

Phil Maher, who founded Stockfilm, keeps his footage as close to the original as he can, scratches included. He says those marks make footage feel original and real, and show that this is how it looked. In this Deep Dive, Christian Taylor argues the imperfection is sometimes the very thing that lets an audience believe a film, and suggests filmmakers leave the scratches in when they tell the truth.

How do you preserve old home movies and film reels?

Start by not throwing them out. Phil Maher of Stockfilm says that is how many family memories get lost: reels sit in a closet in a format nobody knows how to play, until someone tosses them. Get them digitized, but keep the originals, and keep them away from heat and humidity. Then store copies in more than one place. Phil keeps three: on-site, in the cloud, and off-site with no internet connection.

Who narrated the 1985 recording of The Velveteen Rabbit?

The 1985 Rabbit Ears Productions recording of The Velveteen Rabbit was narrated by Meryl Streep, with music by pianist George Winston. It was sold as a book and cassette. Christian Taylor first heard it on Christmas Day, 1986, when her little sister Annie, then three, was given the set as a gift. Annie fell asleep, but Christian, then 17, kept listening and has read the story to children ever since.

Should filmmakers tell audiences when they use AI to recreate history?

Yes, according to Phil Maher, founder of the home movie archive Stockfilm. He uses AI to date and search footage, but he keeps the footage itself 100 percent real, because it is the historical record. If a filmmaker uses AI to recreate a moment in history, he says, the audience should be told what is real and what isn't. Christian Taylor agrees, and adds that viewers will likely trust the film more for it.

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ABOUT THE TOPIC

The Velveteen Rabbit

The Velveteen Rabbit, or How Toys Become Real, was written by Margery Williams and first published in 1922 with illustrations by William Nicholson. It is in the public domain in the United States and free to read through Project Gutenberg.

The 1985 Recording

Rabbit Ears Productions released The Velveteen Rabbit in 1985, narrated by Meryl Streep with music by pianist George Winston. It was sold as a book and cassette.

Phil Maher and Stockfilm

Phil Maher founded Stockfilm in 2015, after digitizing his grandfather's 8mm home movies. Stockfilm licenses real 8mm and Super 8 home movie footage from the 1930s through the 1980s, keeps every physical reel after scanning, and uses AI to search and catalog the archive, never to alter the footage.

Website: https://stockfilm.com

LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/philmaher/

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/stockfilm

X: https://x.com/stockfilmcom

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@StockFilmFootage

The Source Episode

Archival Footage: Why Use Home Movies?, Documentary First Episode 287 with Phil Maher

Listen: https://pod.fo/e/699995

Watch: https://youtu.be/pQ7OXqY2av4

ABOUT DOCUMENTARY FIRST: THE DEEP DIVE

Documentary First is a weekly podcast about the people behind documentaries and how the work changed them. Host Christian Taylor, director of the award-winning The Girl Who Wore Freedom, talks with filmmakers from Ken Burns to first-time directors. Listen Notes ranks the show in the top 5% of all podcasts worldwide. The Deep Dive is the companion series where Christian takes one insight from a recent conversation and follows it wherever it leads.

RESOURCES MENTIONED

The Velveteen Rabbit by Margery Williams (Project Gutenberg): https://www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/11757

The Velveteen Rabbit, Rabbit Ears Productions recording, 1985 (Wikipedia): https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Velveteen_Rabbit_(album)

What happens to a family's home movies when no one knows what to do with them?

Phil Maher was a software engineer looking for a sense of purpose when he started watching his grandfather's family reels and saw his father and his brothers, a big Irish Catholic family in Chicago. He kept going. Some families sold him their reels; others gave them so their family would be remembered. "Everyone's lost to history except the few elites that make it through history and are remembered," Phil says, and he wanted to be "a steward to these people's lives," down to their vacation trips, Halloween costumes and Christmases. Those home movies, the 8mm and Super 8 reels families shot from the 1930s through the 1980s, are archival footage that adds texture and emotion without narration having to explain it.

In Episode 287, Christian sits down with Phil Maher, founder of Stockfilm, a home movie archive with over 200,000 clips. Since 2015, Phil has built a library of archival footage that filmmakers can search and license. Stockfilm keeps every scratch and flaw on purpose, and it keeps the physical reel after every scan.

Phil walks through how a reel becomes a licensable 4K clip: cleaning, splicing, scanning, and dating footage with no label by reading the cars and clothes in the frame. He explains vinegar syndrome and why one decaying reel can damage the reels stored beside it. Christian and Phil take on footage houses that charge for public domain Signal Corps film, talk about what decades of home movies reveal about how people smoked, danced and smiled for the camera, and draw a firm line on AI. Stockfilm uses it to search and catalog the archive, never to change a frame. As Phil puts it, "We can prove every frame that we have, because we have it." Christian also shares 1947 home movies of Carentan, Normandy, shot by the father of Yves Marchais, whose story is at the center of her film in production, Heroes of Carentan.

The conversation turns to physical film versus cloud storage, and Christian brings up the Nine PBS case. In March 2026, the St. Louis public television station lost access to more than 50 terabytes of its archive, 70 years of its history, when its cloud storage vendor cut off access and appeared to go out of business. As of August 2026, a Denver judge had ruled that the station owns the data and set up a court-supervised process to retrieve it. It backs up Phil's point that the cloud can go away, because you do not really own it.

In this episode, you'll learn:

• Why home movies give a documentary emotion that narration can't
• How one family's 8mm reels became a searchable archive
• How an unlabeled reel gets dated from cars, clothing and AI
• What vinegar syndrome is, and why it spreads between reels
• Why you should keep the physical reel after digitizing it
• Why paying for Signal Corps footage can mean paying for something free
• Where AI belongs in archival work, and why AI recreations should be labeled
• Why physical media belongs in a real backup plan

CHAPTERS

0:00 A Grandfather's 8mm Became Stockfilm

9:28 Racing to Save Fading Film

13:18 How Do You Date Unlabeled Reels?

18:38 What Is Vinegar Syndrome?

20:56 Is Public Domain Footage Free?

23:36 Why Home Movies Move Audiences

27:18 Smoking, Dancing, Forgetting to Smile

32:34 AI in Documentary Filmmaking

35:02 Cloud or Physical Media?

39:08 Donating Your Family Archive

42:44 Dawson City: Frozen Time

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS

Why use home movies as archival footage in a documentary?

Home movies capture ordinary life the way it actually looked, scratches and all. Stockfilm founder Phil Maher says filmmakers turn to them when they want texture and emotion, something real that doesn't need narration to explain it. In his words, "A few seconds of just showing someone a place and time can really just get people into that spot and really create that moment that connects with the audience."

Where can I find free archival footage for a documentary?

Much U.S. government footage, including World War II Signal Corps film, is free through the National Archives and the Library of Congress. Christian Taylor points out that commercial footage houses often charge download and license fees for that same public domain material. Doing the research yourself takes longer, but it can save an independent film real money.

How do you date old home movie footage with no label?

Start with the clues inside the frame. Phil Maher of Stockfilm explains that cars are one of the best markers, because a shot can't predate the model year of a car that appears in it. Clothing narrows it further. Today AI image recognition helps suggest dates and keywords, but the footage itself is never altered.

What is vinegar syndrome in old film?

Vinegar syndrome is the breakdown of acetate safety film, the stock used for most 8mm and Super 8 home movies. As it degrades, the film gives off a vinegar smell, warps, shrinks and dries out. Phil Maher warns it can spread almost like a mold to reels stored nearby, so separate affected film and keep it away from heat and humidity.

Should documentaries label AI-generated historical footage?

Yes, according to Phil Maher. Stockfilm uses AI to search and catalog its archive but never to alter the footage, because the footage is the historical record. If a filmmaker uses AI to recreate a historical battle or event, Maher says the audience needs to be told it is AI-created, a fictional rendition of what may or may not have happened.

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Phil's pick: Dawson City: Frozen Time (2016), directed by Bill Morrison. In 1978, construction crews in Dawson City, Yukon, dug up more than 500 reels of silent-era film that had been buried in an old swimming pool under a hockey rink, preserved for decades by the permafrost.

SPONSORED BY VIRGIL FILMS ENTERTAINMENT

This episode is brought to you by Virgil Films Entertainment, distributor of Super Size Me and the Oscar-nominated Restrepo, with over 25 years of distribution experience. https://virgilfilms.com

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ABOUT THE GUEST

Phil Maher

Founder, Stockfilm

Phil Maher holds a computer science degree from Illinois State University and spent his career as a software engineer, building websites as early as 1995 and moving into search engine optimization. He founded Stockfilm in 2015 and has spent more than a decade collecting, scanning and cataloging family reels.

Email: phil@stockfilm.com

Website: https://stockfilm.com

LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/philmaher/

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/stockfilm

X: https://x.com/stockfilmcom

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@StockFilmFootage

ABOUT STOCKFILM

Stockfilm licenses archival footage from a home movie archive of over 200,000 clips shot on 8mm and Super 8 film from the 1930s through the 1980s. Stockfilm keeps every physical reel after scanning, so the provenance of every frame can be proven. According to stockfilm.com, direct licenses are a flat $149 per 4K clip, royalty-free, worldwide and perpetual.

ABOUT DOCUMENTARY FIRST

Documentary First is a weekly podcast about the people behind documentaries and how the work changed them. Host Christian Taylor, director of the award-winning The Girl Who Wore Freedom, talks with filmmakers from Ken Burns to first-time directors. Listen Notes ranks the show in the top 5% of all podcasts worldwide.

RESOURCES MENTIONED

• National Archives: https://www.archives.gov
• Library of Congress: https://www.loc.gov
• Dawson City: Frozen Time (Bill Morrison, 2016): https://www.imdb.com/title/tt5215486/
• Nine PBS lawsuit (Current): https://current.org/2026/08/nine-pbs-sues-iron-mountain-over-blocked-access-to-archival-data/

Do you have a documentary, or do you have a Wikipedia entry?

Somebody decides whether your documentary gets made. Sophia Dilley is one of those people. She runs Concord Originals, the division behind Stax: Soulsville U.S.A. on HBO, and she is Co-President of RKO, which Concord bought in June 2025 along with more than 5,000 titles including King Kong, Citizen Kane and It's a Wonderful Life. In this episode she gives away the three questions she asks before her team commits to anything.

In Episode 286, Christian sits down with Sophia Dilley, Executive Vice President of Concord Originals and Co-President of RKO, to talk about how a project gets chosen, how to reach out to someone far above you, and how music rights for film work when the budget you have is the only budget there is.

The spine of the conversation is a question Dilley asks before her team commits to anything: is this a Wikipedia story we're telling? If the whole thing is already available in twelve seconds of searching, there may not be a film in it. Around that sit her two other threshold questions, a working answer to why the documentary business feels impossible right now, and the plainest reassurance in the episode. "It's scary," she says. "It's scary for everybody." Along the way: a punk band that played CBGB's, a production designer father who left for set at four forty-five in the morning, Roger Deakins as a case study in how to write to someone you admire, and the difference between distribution rights and derivative rights, which is the thing almost everyone (including Christian!) got wrong about the RKO deal. If you have ever been told that music rights for film are impossible on an independent budget, she has a different answer.

In this episode, you'll learn:

• What Concord actually acquired when it bought RKO, and why distribution rights and derivative rights are two entirely different things
• The three questions Sophia Dilley asks before committing to any story
• How to tell whether you have a film or a Wikipedia entry
• The difference between sync and publishing, and why one song can mean two negotiations with two different companies
• What to say to a music company when the budget you have is the only budget there is
• Why a music documentary takes five years on average, and what eats the time
• Why a rejection is usually about the marketplace rather than about your film
• How to open a door with someone you admire without being, in her words, a scary, creepy fan
• What it looks like inside a company that generates most of its projects out of its own catalog

CHAPTERS

0:00 What Concord Actually Bought With RKO

5:34 From CBGB's to Running a Studio Division

11:42 Reaching Out to People Above You

16:32 Why Distribution Is Scary for Everybody

21:26 Who Are You Really Competing With?

26:02 Music Rights for Film: Sync and Publishing

29:49 Why a Doc Takes Five Years

34:54 How Does She Decide What Gets Made?

41:44 Women, Allies, and Your Replacement

46:05 What if You Can't Afford the Song?

50:05 Closing Argument and DocuView Deja Vu

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS

How do you get music rights for a documentary?

You need permission from more than one owner. The song belongs to a publisher and the specific recording belongs to a label, so most documentaries need both a sync license and a master use license. On Stax: Soulsville U.S.A., that meant clearing more than thirty artists, multiple publishers and several estates. Concord Originals EVP Sophia Dilley says the first step is acknowledging you need those rights before you build the film around them.

What if I can't afford to license a song for my film?

Call anyway, and be honest about the budget. Sophia Dilley advises independent filmmakers to say who they are, name what the film was made for, show the actual scene the song would sit under, and ask directly for help. "Behind every door at every music company, there are real people," she says. A studio with a real budget cannot use that approach. A genuine independent often can.

How long does it take to make a music documentary?

Longer than most filmmakers expect. Sophia Dilley of Concord Originals puts the average at five years, at least. Stax: Soulsville U.S.A. began in 2018, when a colleague walked into her office with the story, and premiered on HBO in May 2024. Much of that time goes to music rights, estates and publishers rather than to production, because every stakeholder connected to the music has to be brought on side first.

Who owns RKO now?

Concord Originals acquired RKO Pictures in June 2025, but the deal is narrower than it sounds. Distribution rights to the classic RKO library remain with Turner. What Concord bought are the derivative rights, meaning remakes, sequels, prequels, story and stage rights to more than 5,000 titles the studio produced in-house. Sophia Dilley serves as Co-President of RKO, which continues to operate under Concord Originals.

DOCUVIEW DEJA VU PICKS

Sophia Dilley's picks:

• New York Doll (2005), directed by Greg Whiteley. A deep cut about Arthur "Killer" Kane of the New York Dolls and his search for his own history. Dilley notes that Whiteley went on to make Cheer, and the warmth is already here.
• Science Fair (2018), directed by Cristina Costantini and Darren Foster. She saw it at SXSW, where it won the Audience Award. Teenagers at the international science fair, and, in her words, so much magic in following a real human story.

SPONSORED BY

This episode is brought to you by Virgil Films Entertainment. Over 25 years of distribution experience, from Super Size Me and the Oscar-nominated Restrepo to Forks Over Knives and Speed is Expensive. If you are a filmmaker having trouble with distribution, talk to Virgil.

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ABOUT THE GUEST

Sophia Dilley is Executive Vice President of Concord Originals and Co-President of RKO. Concord hired her in 2018 to build a content strategy, and in 2021 she launched Concord Originals, the company's film and television division. Her father was a production designer, so she grew up on movie sets watching what the work actually costs. Before film, she thought she would go into music: piano, violin, voice lessons, and a punk band in high school that played CBGB's in New York.

ABOUT CONCORD ORIGINALS

Concord Originals is the film and television arm of Concord, developing screen stories out of one of the largest independent music and theatrical catalogs in the world. Most of its projects are self-generated, which Dilley describes as the division's whole remit: take what is already under the roof and find a new life for it. Because the catalog is the source, music rights for film sit at the center of nearly every project the division takes on.

Recent and upcoming work discussed in this episode:

• Stax: Soulsville U.S.A. (HBO, 2024), the four-part series directed by Jamila Wignot. Peabody winner, nominated for two Emmys.
• Billy Preston: That's the Way God Planned It (2026), directed by Paris Barclay, in theaters through Abramorama.
• Pretty Ugly: The Story of the Lunachicks (2026), directed by Ilya Chaiken, brought to Concord by Betsy West and Julie Cohen.
• Films on Billie Holiday, Cyndi Lauper, Shari Lewis and Lamb Chop, and Creedence Clearwater Revival, with Robert Johnson and Fania Records on the way.

ABOUT DOCUMENTARY FIRST

Documentary First is a weekly podcast about the people behind documentaries and how the work changed them. Host Christian Taylor, director of the award-winning The Girl Who Wore Freedom, talks with filmmakers from Ken Burns to first-time directors. Listen Notes ranks the show in the top 5% of all podcasts worldwide.

RESOURCES MENTIONED

• Soulsville U.S.A.: The Story of Stax Records by Rob Bowman, the book behind the film: https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/2775862
• Documentary First Episode 277, Teddy Cannon on music rights and licensing, the other side of this conversation: https://pod.fo/e/413f3a

Who finishes your film if you can't?

Andre N. Jackson had never made a film. He had twenty years in technology and security, an idea that arrived while he was sitting in a barber's chair, and no way into the industry. He finished the film anyway, and he came on the show with three lessons for other filmmakers. Two more came out while we were talking.

In Episode 285, Christian sits down with first-time filmmaker Andre N. Jackson to talk about "Beyond Banners," his film about the basketball program at Gwynn Park High Schoolin Prince George's County, Maryland. Over a twenty-year run the team reached twelve state championships and won more than any high school in the state. The film starts there and ends up somewhere else entirely.

Andre puts it plainly: "I actually learned about filmmaking through making a film." The spine of the conversation is what it takes to make a documentary when nothing is set up in your favor. Andre leaned on the research and analysis skills he built as an intelligence analyst, cold-called a Hall of Fame coach, funded it through a fiscal sponsor, used AI as a second brain, and kept going through two heart attacks in three days, the second while he was still in the hospital. Along the way the film became a story about stewardship, about the people who stayed, and about what the commercialization of youth sports is doing to community public schools.

In this episode, you'll learn:

• How an idea that arrived in a barber's chair became a finished film with no film school behind it
• Why twenty years as an intelligence analyst turned out to be a filmmaking advantage
• Why Andre deliberately hired a crew who knew nothing about Gwynn Park, the region, or basketball
• The cold call that landed Hall of Fame coach Tubby Smith
• What a fiscal sponsor is, and how the Southern Documentary Fund made donors want to give
• How a three-hour conversation in a Brooklyn coffee shop with writer-director Marquis Smalls became his production blueprint
• What two heart attacks in three days taught him about succession, and what he changed the week he got out
• How AI reenacted a co-protagonist who had died and left almost no footage behind
• Why announcing the film on Instagram is the thing that made him finish it
• What NIL deals, unrestricted transfers, and year-round travel ball are doing to community public schools

THE FIVE LESSONS

• Lean into your superpowers
• Get comfortable taking calculated risks
• Get creative about filling gaps
• Plan for your absence
• Use AI as a second brain

CHAPTERS

0:00 No Film School, No Connections

3:16 How Do You Fund a First Documentary?

6:09 When a Team Becomes a Town

11:53 The Cost of Commercializing Youth Sports

18:58 Planning for Your Own Absence

24:37 AI as a Second Brain

29:16 Cold Calling a Hall of Fame Coach

33:45 Why the Collective Should Matter

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS

How do you make a documentary with no film school?

Lean into the skills you already have and hire for the ones you do not. Andre N. Jackson spent twenty years as an intelligence analyst, so he built his film on research and relationship building, the two things he was already good at. Then he deliberately recruited crew members who covered his gaps in craft and experience. He learned filmmaking by making a film, not before making one.

How do you fund a documentary with no industry money?

A fiscal sponsor is the most common route. It is a 501(c)(3) that sits between your project and your donors, so contributions become tax deductible and donors have a reason to say yes. Andre used the Southern Documentary Fund. You apply, you are accepted, you onboard, and then you can offer donors a tax break for backing your film. He combined that with personal funds and direct fundraising.

How do you get well-known people to be in your documentary?

Cold call them, and be specific about who you both know. Andre landed Hall of Fame coach Tubby Smith by reaching out directly and naming a mutual connection to establish trust. He got Wake Forest star Randolph Childress through a warm introduction from a Gwynn Park alumnus. The pattern is the same either way: ask, and use the relationships your relationships already have.

What happens to your documentary if you cannot finish it?

Plan for your absence before you need to. After two heart attacks during production, Andre started documenting what had only ever lived in his head and briefed his executive producer and his producer on the next steps, so the film could be completed whether or not he was there. Contingency planning in film usually means backup drives. It should also mean succession.

Can AI help you make your first documentary?

Andre used it three ways: to learn the end-to-end production process he never went to film school for, to generate an animated reenactment of a co-protagonist who had died and left almost no footage behind, and as a second brain that challenged his assumptions and pressure-tested his interview questions. He was clear it supplemented human mentorship rather than replacing it, and credits Brooklyn writer-director Marquis Smalls, who drew him a blueprint over three hours.

DOCUVIEW DÉJÀ VU PICKS

• "Undefeated" (2011), directed by Daniel Lindsay and T.J. Martin. Winner of the Academy Award for Best Documentary Feature. Andre's direct inspiration for making "Beyond Banners."
• "The Last Dance" (2020), ESPN and Netflix. Andre is a Michael Jordan fan and names it as the film that came before Undefeated for him.

SPONSORED BY

This episode is brought to you by Virgil Films Entertainment. With over 25 years of distribution experience, Virgil has released Super Size Me, the Oscar-nominated Restrepo, Forks Over Knives, To Die For, Seven Yards, and Speed is Expensive. If you are a filmmaker having trouble with distribution, talk to Virgil. https://virgilfilms.com

ABOUT THE GUEST

Andre N. Jackson is a first-time documentary filmmaker based in Fairfax, Virginia. He wrote and directed "Beyond Banners." He spent twenty years in the private sector in technology and security, including work at Capital One and Amazon and a brief stint at the Department of Homeland Security, and he worked as an intelligence analyst on cybersecurity and terrorism issues related to national security. He is a 1998 graduate of Gwynn Park High School, the subject of his film. He came to filmmaking with no film school and no industry connections.

ABOUT THE FILM

"Beyond Banners" is directed by Andre N. Jackson and follows the basketball program at Gwynn Park High School in Prince George's County, Maryland. In the words of the film's own logline: a son returns to his alma mater to carry his father's coaching legacy, only to discover that the winning tradition he grew up in was built for a world that no longer exists.

The film follows an intertwined father-and-son story, Howard Matthews and Steve Matthews, and widens into a portrait of what community-based youth sports used to be and what the commercialization of high school athletics is doing to it. Produced and edited by Daniel Bowie, with animation and motion design by Henry Gretzinger. Historian Ida E. Jones of Morgan State University asks the question Andre names as his favorite line in the film: "What is it about community that makes us community?" It also features Hall of Fame coach Tubby Smith, Wake Forest star Randolph Childress, who broke ACC records, sportswriter Neil Greenberger, who spent twenty years at The Washington Post and led its local sports section, and archival footage The film is headed to the festival circuit.

Website: https://beyondbannersdocumentary.com

Instagram: @beyondbannersdocumentary

ABOUT DOCUMENTARY FIRST

Documentary First is a weekly podcast about the people behind documentaries and how the work changed them. Host Christian Taylor, director of the award-winning The Girl Who Wore Freedom, talks with filmmakers from Ken Burns to first-time directors. Listen Notes ranks the show in the top 5% of all podcasts worldwide.

RESOURCES MENTIONED

• "Beyond Banners" (film), directed by Andre N. Jackson: https://beyondbannersdocumentary.com
• Southern Documentary Fund, fiscal sponsorship: https://southerndocumentaryfund.org
• "Undefeated" (2011), Academy Award winner for Best Documentary Feature
• "The Last Dance" (2020), ESPN and Netflix
• James Hawkins, book on Gwynn Park's 1968 to 1970 state championship three-peat
• Gwynn Park High School, Prince George's County, Maryland
• Ida E. Jones, historian, Morgan State University
• Tubby Smith, Hall of Fame coach, 1998 national championship at the University of Kentucky
• Randolph Childress, who broke ACC records at Wake Forest University
• Marquis Smalls, writer, director and producer, Street Dreams Films, Brooklyn, New York: https://streetdreamsfilms.com
• Higgsfield, the AI tool used for the animated reenactment
• Virgil Films Entertainment: https://virgilfilms.com
• Neil Greenberger, twenty years at The Washington Post, covering Washington football and college basketball

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When did your audience stop being people and become a number?

Most independent films and podcasts do not fail because the work is bad. They fail because no one ever felt like they belonged to them. This Deep Dive is about how to build an audience for your documentary before it is ever released, and the one ingredient that decides whether people stay with what you make.

In this Deep Dive on Documentary First Episode 284 with Dutch filmmaker Jonathan de Jong, host Christian Taylor takes the idea at the heart of his film “Human Forever,” the most-watched human interest documentary in Dutch cinema history, and follows it somewhere unexpected: the same thing that makes dementia care humane is the thing that built his audience.

The spine of the episode is a single word, belonging. Jonathan says the most dangerous part of dementia is not the diagnosis, it is the feeling of not belonging. Christian tests that idea against her own father’s move into memory care this month, then turns it on filmmakers through Martin Buber’s 1923 book “I and Thou” and the difference between treating a person as an “It” and meeting them as a “Thou.” The through line: build belonging before you build buzz.

In this episode, Christian explores:

• Why the feeling of not belonging is the most dangerous part of dementia, in Jonathan de Jong’s own words
• The one ingredient that decides whether people stay with what you make
• How Jonathan built an audience for “Human Forever” before a single frame was shot
• Why building a movement beat marketing a film
• What belonging looks like in one real room, on her father’s move day
• Martin Buber’s “I and Thou” and the difference between an It and a Thou
• How filmmaking goes wrong the moment your audience becomes a number
• Why you invite people to belong instead of reaching for them
• The question to ask about anyone you put in front of your camera
• What a documentary about dementia can teach any filmmaker about reach

CHAPTERS

0:00 The Secret That Keeps an Audience

2:04 The Most Dangerous Feeling

5:16 The People and the Plan

7:53 Build Belonging Before Buzz

11:26 Meet Them, Don’t Aim

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS

How do you build an audience for a documentary before it is released? You build belonging first. Jonathan de Jong built a movement around “Human Forever” before the film existed, a real person at the center and bestselling books out in the world, so audiences already felt part of something by release. The lesson for any filmmaker: make people feel they belong to what you are doing long before you ask them to watch, buy, or share it.

What is the best way to market a documentary with no budget? Stop marketing and start including. Invite people into the mission instead of aiming promotion at them. When an audience feels seen and part of the story, they carry it for you. Belonging spreads a film further than any ad spend, which is why Jonathan filled theaters for a film about dementia without a marketing war chest.

What is Martin Buber’s “I and Thou” about? “I and Thou,” published in 1923, describes two ways of relating to another person. You can treat someone as an “It,” a thing to manage, a number, a problem to handle. Or you can meet them as a “Thou,” a whole person, encountered directly. Buber argued that real life is found in the “Thou,” in genuine meeting rather than use.

Why do people stop watching independent films and podcasts? Because they can feel when a creator is aiming something at them instead of making something for them. The moment an audience becomes a view count or a click to convert, the work loses the sense that it was made for real people. People stay when they feel met and included, and they drift when they feel handled.

ABOUT THE FILMS AND TOPIC

“Human Forever” is a documentary directed by Dutch filmmaker Jonathan de Jong through SUPER7EVEN Productions. It follows the young dementia-care nurse Teun Toebes as he lives among and travels the world alongside people with dementia, and it became the most-watched human interest documentary in Dutch cinema history. The film is one piece of a larger movement that also includes Teun’s bestselling books and the Article 25 Foundation he co-founded.

Jonathan de Jong is a Dutch filmmaker and author who builds socially focused stories, and the guest on Documentary First Episode 284. SUPER7EVEN Productions: https://supersevenproductions.com. Film: https://human-forever.com.

Teun Toebes is a nurse, humanitarian activist, and bestselling author who has spent years living inside dementia wards around the world. https://www.teuntoebes.com.

ABOUT DOCUMENTARY FIRST: THE DEEP DIVE

Each week, host Christian Taylor takes an insight from a recent Documentary First filmmaker interview and follows it through literature, philosophy, faith, and her own life. Christian is an award-winning documentary filmmaker, actor, and voice actor, and the director of “The Girl Who Wore Freedom.” The Deep Dive is built for documentary filmmakers, lovers of story, and anyone who wants to think more deeply about the work of making things.

RESOURCES MENTIONED

• “Human Forever” (film), Jonathan de Jong, SUPER7EVEN Productions: https://human-forever.com
• SUPER7EVEN Productions: https://supersevenproductions.com
• Teun Toebes: https://www.teuntoebes.com
• Martin Buber, “I and Thou” (Ich und Du), 1923

Documentary First Episode 284 with Jonathan de Jong: https://pod.fo/e/50bde1

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How do you fund a documentary when the whole industry says no?

How do you fund a documentary without film funds, grants, or a commissioning broadcaster, and still reach a huge audience? Dutch filmmaker Jonathan de Jong did exactly that with Human Forever, the most-watched human interest documentary in Dutch cinema history. The government pulled his funding two and a half years into production, and he still finished the film, built a movement, and put it in cinemas around the world.

In Episode 284 of Documentary First, Christian Taylor sits down with Jonathan de Jong, director of Human Forever and founder of SUPER7EVEN Productions, to talk about how independent filmmakers actually fund, build an audience for, get access for, and produce a documentary that people see.

Jonathan's whole approach starts from one idea: build the audience before the film exists. He grew a following through a bestselling book, The Housemates, a touring theater show, and his protagonist, the young nurse Teun Toebes, before the movie ever premiered. He funds outside the traditional market by partnering with mission-aligned organizations, he earns fly-on-the-wall access by investing years of unhurried time, and he made a hard subject impossible to look away from. In his words, “we made dementia sexy.”

In this episode, you'll learn:

• How to fund a documentary without relying on film funds, grants, or a broadcaster
• How to build an audience for your film before it is released
• How to get access to hospitals, care facilities, and other closed institutions
• How to produce a documentary across multiple countries
• Why Jonathan approaches every film as a product, not only a passion project
• How partnering with mission-aligned organizations can both fund and distribute your film
• The “be Switzerland” method for directing a subject to get honest, real reactions
• How to keep a film earning and touring years after its release
• Why treating a serious subject with warmth beats treating it as only serious
• What the record-breaking success of Human Forever teaches about impact over views

CHAPTERS

0:00 Breaking In Without Film School

5:06 Finding a Story Worth Telling

7:24 Build the Audience Before Release

12:21 When the Funding Fell Through

15:18 You Can't Buy Happiness

20:33 What Moldova Taught Him

26:47 Making the Camera Invisible

30:30 Directing a Neutral Protagonist

37:17 How Do You Get Access?

42:28 Where Does the Money Come From?

47:38 He Made Dementia Sexy

Frequently Asked Questions

How do you fund a documentary without grants or film funds?

Partner with mission-aligned organizations. Jonathan de Jong funds his films by teaming with social organizations, foundations, and local and national governments that care about the subject. Each contributes a smaller amount, and together they add up to a full budget. Because those partners also have large audiences, they become the film's first ambassadors, so the same partnership that funds the film also helps get it seen.

How do you get access to film inside hospitals or care facilities?

Invest time and build trust before the camera rolls. Jonathan spent years present without filming, and left the camera in the room so people grew used to it. Family members had to sign consent, and because his protagonist Teun Toebes was a trusted figure in dementia care, facilities welcomed the crew. Access came from relationships and patience, not from official fixers.

How do you build an audience for a documentary before it comes out?

Start years early and grow the audience alongside the film. Jonathan built a following through a bestselling book, a touring theater show, and social media, and he turned his protagonist into a recognized voice in the field. By the time Human Forever premiered, the audience and a network of ambassadors already existed, so the film became, in his words, the cherry on top.

How do you produce a documentary in multiple countries?

Work through the local community, not official fixers. Jonathan connects with people already working in the subject area, who bring in local governments and organizations to arrange permits and logistics. He keeps a small, lean crew that can move fast, and he builds a network of ambassadors in each country. That is how he filmed across eleven countries during a pandemic.

DocuView Déjà Vu

Jonathan's documentary pick is Searching for Sugar Man, which he calls one of the best documentaries ever made and a reminder of what the power of storytelling can do.

Sponsored by Virgil Films Entertainment

This episode is brought to you by Virgil Films Entertainment. With over 25 years of distribution experience, Virgil Films helps filmmakers get their work in front of audiences on every major platform. Learn more at https://www.virgilfilms.com/.

About the Guest

Jonathan de Jong is a Dutch documentary filmmaker and the founder of SUPER7EVEN Productions. He directs socially driven films that reach big audiences, and he is best known for Human Forever, the most-watched human interest documentary in Dutch cinema history. Website: https://supersevenproductions.com

SUPER7EVEN Productions is Jonathan de Jong's Netherlands-based company, making impact-driven documentaries on pressing social issues. Human Forever premiered around a 2023 G20 summit and is now used in more than 40 universities, including Yale and Oxford, with a US broadcast coming to PBS. Jonathan's next films explore strong communities and addiction.

About Human Forever and Teun Toebes

Human Forever follows Teun Toebes, a young care ethicist dubbed the “Greta Thunberg of healthcare,” who moved into the closed ward of a nursing home at 21 and traveled across four continents and eleven countries to ask how we can give people living with dementia a better quality of life. Teun's book, The Housemates, was a number one bestseller in Denmark and has been translated into English, German, Italian, and Arabic. Website: https://www.teuntoebes.com.

About Documentary First

Documentary First is a weekly podcast about the craft, business, and truth of documentary filmmaking, hosted by filmmaker Christian Taylor. Across nearly 300 episodes, the guest chair has held everyone from Ken Burns to first-time independents. Documentary First ranks in the top 5 percent of all podcasts worldwide on Listen Notes, is the number one documentary film podcast in the US on MillionPodcasts, and holds a 4.8 out of 5 on Apple Podcasts. Christian Taylor is a documentary filmmaker, actor, and voice actor, and the director of The Girl Who Wore Freedom.

Resources Mentioned

• Human Forever (film): https://www.teuntoebes.com/human-forever
• SUPER7EVEN Productions: https://supersevenproductions.com
• Teun Toebes: https://www.teuntoebes.com
• The Housemates, book by Teun Toebes https://septemberpublishing.org/product/the-housemates-pb/
• Searching for Sugar Man (documentary)
• Virgil Films Entertainment: https://virgilfilms.com

Connect With the Guests

• Jonathan de Jong: Instagram https://www.instagram.com/7onathandejong, LinkedInhttps://www.linkedin.com/in/jonathan-de-jong-07b670b
• Teun Toebes: Instagram https://www.instagram.com/teuntoebes, LinkedIn https://www.linkedin.com/in/teuntoebes

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Who believed in you before you could believe in yourself?

In this Deep Dive, documentary filmmaker Christian Taylor makes a quiet case that we rarely overcome self-doubt on our own. Almost no one finishes anything hard alone. Someone has to see it in you first. This is a reflection on the power of belief, on the kind of encouragement that shows up right when you are ready to quit, and on how a few honest words can help a person keep going and change the whole outcome of a life.

This Deep Dive grows out of Documentary First Episode 283 with Joe Amodei, the veteran film distributor who, after forty-five years of releasing other people's films, finally directed his own: Cold War in Philly. The seed is a story Joe told about his friend Morgan Spurlock, who looked at him and said, "Yes, you are," when Joe insisted he was not a director. Morgan died before filming began. Joe made the film anyway.

From there, Christian follows the same pattern through her own life and through stories you already know: the producer Sandy Gordon, who told her she could tell her own story; C.S. Lewis's belief that helped J.R.R. Tolkien finish The Lord of the Rings; Emmy Werner's forty-year Kauai study on the power of one caring adult; Fred Shero and the 1976 Philadelphia Flyers; the BELIEVE sign in Ted Lasso; and the Christmas her young son Hunter talked her out of quitting The Girl Who Wore Freedom. The throughline: belief usually arrives from outside before it grows from within, it works by being repeated at the moment you want to give up, and it is something you can hand another person for the price of a sentence.

In this episode, Christian explores:

• Why we so often cannot see in ourselves what other people can see plainly
• The difference between belief that gets you to the starting line and belief that gets you to the finish
• Why encouragement has to be repeated, not announced once
• How Morgan Spurlock's belief outlived him and finished Joe Amodei's first film
• What C.S. Lewis's encouragement had to do with Tolkien finishing The Lord of the Rings
• The single factor that most helped at-risk children thrive in the forty-year Kauai study
• What the 1976 Flyers and the BELIEVE sign in Ted Lasso have in common
• The Christmas her son Hunter believed in her when she was ready to walk away from her film
• The strange math of belief: nearly free to give, and one of the most powerful things we do
• Two things to do this week: remember who believed in you, and become that person for someone else

CHAPTERS

0:00 Before You Believe in Yourself

2:49 Someone Has to See It First

5:37 Encouragement When You Want to Quit

8:34 Belief That Outlives Us

11:14 How to Believe in Others

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS

Why is it important to have someone believe in you?

Because most of us cannot see our own potential clearly. We are too close to our own doubts. Belief from a credible person on the outside fills that gap and raises both effort and persistence, especially at the moment someone is ready to quit. Research on self-efficacy and on childhood resilience points the same way: one steady person who believes in you can change what you attempt and what you actually finish.

How do you keep going when you want to quit a creative project?

You borrow belief until you can make your own. Nearly everyone who finishes a hard project hits a wall where they are sure it is over. What carries people through is usually not one pep talk but someone who reminds them, again and again, that they can do it. Christian Taylor finished her documentary after her young son repeated his belief in her until she could go back to work.

How do you believe in yourself when no one else does?

You usually do not have to do it entirely alone. The honest move this episode offers is to remember that someone has already believed in you, even if you have forgotten them, and to borrow that belief until it becomes your own. Recall what they saw in you. And if you feel truly without support right now, become the encourager you needed: the same words that steady other people can steady you when you say them to yourself.

Can one person really change your life?

Yes. In Emmy Werner's forty-year Kauai study of nearly 700 children, about a third of the high-risk kids grew into capable, caring adults, and the strongest protective factor was having at least one steady adult who believed in them. One was enough. The same pattern shows up in creative work, where a single believer often decides whether a project is abandoned or finished.

What does it mean that belief can outlive the believer?

It means the encouragement someone gives you keeps working even after they are gone. Morgan Spurlock told Joe Amodei he could direct, then died before filming started, and Joe finished the film anyway. Fred Shero's line to the Flyers, "Win today and we'll walk together forever," names the same truth: the people who believe in us walk with us long after the moment itself has passed.

ABOUT THE FILMS AND WORKS IN THIS EPISODE

Cold War in Philly, directed by Joe Amodei (Virgil Films): the story of the night in 1976 the Philadelphia Flyers beat the Soviet Red Army. https://coldwarinphilly.com

The Girl Who Wore Freedom, directed by Christian Taylor: the documentary referenced throughout this episode.

Also referenced: La La Land (2016, written and directed by Damien Chazelle); Man of La Mancha; Ted Lasso (Apple TV+); The Lord of the Rings and the friendship of J.R.R. Tolkien and C.S. Lewis; Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom; and "Wind Beneath My Wings," popularized by Bette Midler.

ABOUT DOCUMENTARY FIRST: THE DEEP DIVE

Documentary First: The Deep Dive is the companion to Documentary First, where host Christian Taylor takes one insight from a recent conversation and follows it wherever it leads. Christian is a documentary filmmaker, actor, and voice actor, and the director of The Girl Who Wore Freedom and Heroes of Carentan.

RESOURCES MENTIONED

Documentary First Episode 283 with Joe Amodei: [add episode URL]

Cold War in Philly: https://coldwarinphilly.com

Virgil Films: https://virgilfilms.com

Emmy Werner, the Kauai Longitudinal Study

The Letters of J.R.R. Tolkien

Tuesdays with Morrie, by Mitch Albom

La La Land (2016)

Man of La Mancha

Ted Lasso (Apple TV+)

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What happens when a film distributor with more than 40 years in the business finally makes his own documentary?

Joe Amodei grew up in Philadelphia watching the Flyers with his parents, sisters and brothers. From the family living room, he watched the team he still calls his heroes beat the Soviet Red Army on January 11, 1976. After decades of releasing other people's documentaries, he decided it was finally time to make his own. Cold War in Philly tells the story of that game and of the players who are still Philadelphia heroes 50 years later. Joe calls it a love letter to them.

In Episode 283, Christian Taylor welcomes Joe back, this time as a first-time director. He explains how he got access to a legendary NHL team: a cousin who works with the Flyers alumni, and a man named Brad Marsh who runs the alumni group and told the players Joe was a good guy. Before he interviewed anyone, Joe spent almost a year on contracts with the Flyers, Comcast and the league. He got the players on camera, including Ed Van Impe and Bernie Parent, who have since died. He retells the film's story of arena announcer Lou Nolan swapping Kennedy half dollars for Soviet pins with the Soviet team's minders, and shares stories that didn't make the cut, like the Soviet players leaving with every towel and bar of soap.

The film took two and a half years, mostly because Joe made it while running Virgil Films, a mistake he won't repeat. He kept it under $250,000, the same ceiling he gives every documentary filmmaker. It opened in Philadelphia and sold out every screening, so six planned screenings became 17 in July alone. Then Joe tells, for the first time anywhere, why the film ends with a photo of him and Morgan Spurlock. When Joe found the project, he offered it to Spurlock to direct. Spurlock turned it down and told Joe to direct it himself, and when Joe said he wasn't a director, Spurlock said, "Yes, you are." Spurlock died not long after. The episode ends on why the work is worth it: players thanking Joe in tears, and the daughter of the Flyers' broadcaster Gene Hart hearing her father call that game for the first time in 50 years.

Full disclosure: since 2022, Joe's company, Virgil Films, has distributed Christian's film The Girl Who Wore Freedom, and it sponsors Documentary First, including this episode.

WATCH THE FILM

Cold War in Philly: Flyers vs Russia 1976 is available to rent or buy on Amazon, Apple TV and Fandango at Home, with links on the film's site: https://coldwarinphilly.com

In this episode, you'll learn:

• How to get access to a famous team or organization through its alumni association
• Why a built-in audience helps an independent film succeed
• What to budget for a documentary, and why Joe kept his under $250,000
• The two things Joe says it takes to finish a film: passion and willpower

CHAPTERS

0:00 Becoming a First-Time Director

2:42 Where the Idea Came From

5:08 How Do You Get Access?

9:33 Capturing Heroes in Time

13:04 Structuring the Documentary

21:20 The Grind of Production

28:11 Selling Out Theaters

36:06 A Promise to Morgan Spurlock

38:32 Was Distribution Hard?

41:37 What Should a Doc Budget Be?

44:48 Passion and Willpower

47:38 Is Filmmaking Worth It?

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS

How do you get access to famous people or organizations for a documentary?

Go through the alumni association. Joe Amodei got access to the Philadelphia Flyers players through the team's alumni group, which handles former players' appearances. Nearly every major sports team has one, usually run by one or two people. Find that person and earn their trust, and they can open the door to the whole roster. Then be ready for separate contracts with the team, the owner and the league, which took Joe almost a year.

How much does it cost to make a documentary?

For an independent documentary, Joe Amodei's rule is not to spend more than $250,000, and he kept his own film, Cold War in Philly, under that line. Christian Taylor frames it as knowing what the film can realistically earn back before you set the budget, and understanding the market you are spending against. A built-in audience and disciplined spending give a documentary a real chance to earn its money back.

What makes an independent film succeed now?

A built-in audience, Christian Taylor says, and Joe Amodei agrees: "Always." Cold War in Philly had Flyers fans waiting for it, and its theatrical run sold out. But Joe adds a caveat: people asked him who would watch beyond Flyers fans, and he went ahead anyway. Many viewers have since told him they aren't even hockey fans. If your gut says go, he says, still think about it, but that doesn't mean you don't do it.

What does it take to finish a documentary?

Two things, according to Joe Amodei: passion and willpower. Passion for the story carries you through a process that will not be easy, and willpower keeps you going when the edit stalls and the work isn't moving as fast as you wanted. You owe it to your investors, your subjects and the people who gave up their time to sit for you. His advice is simple: you can't give up.

What should you look for in a film distributor?

Christian Taylor describes what makes Joe a distributor worth trusting: he answers calls and emails, pays his bills on time, sends the reports that are due, and is honest. She says that basic reliability is rarer than it should be in the business, and it's what separates a distributor you can trust from one you can't.

DOCUVIEW DÉJÀ VU PICKS

From the Virgil Films slate, Joe highlighted She Was Here, about the young actress from Poltergeist, and Broken Brothers, from Jeff Levine, a future Documentary First guest.

SPONSORED BY VIRGIL FILMS ENTERTAINMENT

https://virgilfilms.com

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ABOUT THE GUEST

Joe Amodei

Founder of Virgil Films and Entertainment; director of Cold War in Philly

Joe Amodei has worked in film distribution for more than 40 years, starting in home video retail in Philadelphia. In 2000 he became president of USA Home Entertainment (Traffic, Being John Malkovich, Gosford Park), and he went on to create Virgil Films and Entertainment, whose releases include Super Size Me, Restrepo, Forks Over Knives and Glen Campbell: I'll Be Me. He won a 2020 New York Emmy for The Real Bedford Falls: It's a Wonderful Life. Cold War in Philly: Flyers vs Russia 1976 is his first film as a director; he also produced it and co-wrote it with Irv Slifkin.

Virgil Films: https://virgilfilms.com

Cold War in Philly: https://coldwarinphilly.com

Virgil Films on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/virgilfilms

Virgil Films on X: https://x.com/VirgilFilms

Virgil Films on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/VirgilFilms

ABOUT DOCUMENTARY FIRST

Documentary First is a weekly podcast about the people behind documentaries and how the work changed them. Host Christian Taylor, director of the award-winning The Girl Who Wore Freedom, talks with filmmakers from Ken Burns to first-time directors. Listen Notes ranks the show in the top 5% of all podcasts worldwide.

THE DISTRIBUTION SERIES

• Episode 128, Joe's first visit, from a video store to Super Size Me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S6zHmPe97nI
• Episode 194, five film business tips: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BRVSc0YRizE
• Episode 198, Cannes part one, the film market: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1mUqEAz87js
• Episode 199, Cannes part two, why documentaries are hard to sell: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WiJfjJIuMY0
• Episode 216, getting distributed part one, who can you trust: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4tLfror_514
• Episode 218, getting distributed part two, distribution expenses: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=40ZdpeberqM
• Episode 271, budgets, genres and building your audience: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xE0mdFk9PM8
• Related: the Deep Dive on this episode, Who Believed in You First?: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HVELtahksPo

RESOURCES MENTIONED

• Cold War in Philly: https://coldwarinphilly.com

How do you make people care about your documentary?

Facts alone rarely make an audience care. The emotional core of a documentary lives somewhere else. In this episode of Documentary First, filmmaker Christian Taylor tells the story of how she found the heartbeat her film about the Battle of Carentan was missing. It was not in the archives. It was in the memories of a man who was six years old when the war came for his town.

For months, Christian’s film Heroes of Carentan felt stuck in what one WWII veteran called the “data of history,” the maps, the dates, and the military maneuvers. Everything shifted when she met Yves Marchais. In June 1944, Yves was a small boy living under German occupation in Carentan, France. This year he sent Christian thirteen letters recording what he remembered, and those letters gave the historical record a soul.

It comes down to a lesson every documentary filmmaker learns the hard way: audiences do not connect to issues or information, they connect to people. Anchored by a line from Pfc. John E. Fitzgerald, a runner for Medal of Honor recipient Lt. Col. Robert Cole, this episode argues that the essence of history is not its record but its heartbeat. Yves calls his own account his “hummingbird’s share,” not the whole war, but the small, vivid pieces that passed before a child’s eyes. His story becomes a lesson in telling a big historical event through one small, personal one.

In this episode, you’ll learn:

Why facts and figures alone rarely move an audience

How to find the emotional core, or heartbeat, of a documentary

Why audiences connect to people, not to issues or information

How to tell a big historical story through one small, personal one

What Pfc. John E. Fitzgerald meant when he warned that history can lose its heartbeat

Why one person’s story can carry an entire historical event

What the “hummingbird’s share” is, and why small memories matter more than big ones

How the Battle of Carentan looked through the eyes of a six-year-old boy

How Yves Marchais and his family survived the occupation and liberation of Carentan

Why the story a filmmaker starts with is often not the story worth telling

What the series Band of Brothers has to do with the real Battle of Carentan

How to know when your film has finally found its emotional core

Chapters:

00:00 Meeting a survivor of Carentan

01:15 13 letters and Band of Brothers

02:26 Life under German occupation

04:01 D-Day and the kitchen sink

05:27 Fleeing an empty Carentan

06:59 The trench and liberation

08:45 Colonel Cole and the runner

10:57 The lesson: find your heartbeat

Frequently Asked Questions:

How do you find the emotional core of a documentary?

Facts and chronology rarely move an audience on their own. The emotional core, what host Christian Taylor calls the heartbeat, usually lives in one person’s specific, lived experience rather than in the broad historical record. In this episode she describes finding it in the memories of Yves Marchais, a French civilian who was six during the Battle of Carentan, and building the film’s meaning around his point of view.

How do you make an audience care about a documentary subject?

Audiences connect to people far more than to issues or information. The most reliable way to make viewers care about a large subject, a war, a movement, a crisis, is to tell it through one specific person whose experience makes the bigger story personal. In this episode, Christian Taylor builds her film about the Battle of Carentan around a single child’s memories rather than the broad military record.

What was the Battle of Carentan?

The Battle of Carentan was a June 1944 fight for the town of Carentan in Normandy, France, a key objective linking the American forces landing at Utah and Omaha beaches. The 101st Airborne Division, including units later made famous by Band of Brothers, fought to take the town, which was liberated on June 12, 1944.

Who is Yves Marchais?

Yves Marchais is a French man who, as a six-year-old boy, lived through the German occupation and the 1944 liberation of Carentan. Decades later he recorded his childhood memories of the war in a series of letters, which became the emotional core of Christian Taylor’s documentary. He calls his account his “hummingbird’s share,” the small, true pieces of history he witnessed firsthand.

What did Pfc. John Fitzgerald mean about history losing its heartbeat?

Pfc. John E. Fitzgerald, who served as a runner for Medal of Honor recipient Lt. Col. Robert Cole, wrote that the data of history should not lose its heartbeat as it becomes information, or all that remains is the record without the essence. Christian Taylor uses that idea as the key to her film: the facts of a battle matter, but the human story is what makes people care.

About the Film and the Story:

Heroes of Carentan is Christian Taylor’s in-production documentary about the 1944 liberation of Carentan, Normandy, told through the people who lived it. Yves Marchais was six years old during the battle. His firsthand account of the occupation, the bombing, his family’s escape through a deserted town, and the moment of liberation forms the emotional center of the film. This episode is the second part of Christian’s story about finding that center.

About Documentary First:

Documentary First is a weekly podcast about the craft, business, and truth of documentary filmmaking. Host Christian Taylor is a documentary filmmaker (The Girl Who Wore Freedom), actor, voice actor, and podcast host based in the United States. Each week she explores what it takes to tell true stories that move people, through interviews with filmmakers and solo episodes drawn from her own work.

Resources Mentioned:

The Colonel and the Runner, by Pfc. John E. Fitzgerald (a recollection of Lt. Col. Robert G. Cole, 502nd Parachute Infantry Regiment, 101st Airborne Division)

Band of Brothers (Episode 3 follows the Battle of Carentan)

The Girl Who Wore Freedom, Christian Taylor’s award-winning D-Day documentary

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Can thirteen letters from an 88-year-old stranger bring a dead film back to life?

For two years, Heroes of Carentan, Christian Taylor's documentary about the 101st Airborne Division and the June 1944 liberation of Carentan, sat on a shelf, half made. In this episode she tells the honest story of why a WWII documentary stalls, what it costs to keep going, and the thirteen letters from an 88-year-old man in France that finally gave the film its heartbeat back.

In Episode 281 of Documentary First, Christian Taylor takes listeners inside her upcoming film for the first time. Part 1 is how Heroes of Carentan fell apart, and how it came back. Part 2 travels to Normandy, where the letters came to life.

Christian walks through the three walls that stalled the film: a story that had all its pieces but none of the feeling, a modern-to-historical framing device that turned into a cage, and the reality of self-funding a documentary, including a Covid disaster loan she wished she'd never taken. Then comes the breakthrough, hidden in two years of research, and the moment she remembered Yves Marchais, who was six and a half years old when the 101st Airborne liberated his town.

In this episode, you'll learn:

• Why a documentary can have every piece in place and still feel dead on the screen
• How a timely framing device can quietly become a liability that dates a film
• What self-funding a documentary can mean, and the loan no one talks about
• Why the story of the Battle of Carentan was not working
• How going back to the research, not the footage, broke a two-year block
• Why pointing the camera at the people the soldiers saved changed everything
• Who Yves Marchais is, and why his memories reframed the whole film
• How thirteen letters from an 88-year-old man gave the film its heartbeat
• What separates Heroes of Carentan from The Girl Who Wore Freedom
• Why the cost of war, carried in one person, became the true subject

CHAPTERS

0:00 A letter from Carentan

0:32 Why this episode is for you

1:19 Heroes of Carentan and The Girl Who Wore Freedom

1:50 Normandy's gratitude, and where this show began

2:46 Two years on the shelf: the three walls

2:57 Wall 1: all the pieces, none of the feeling

3:41 Wall 2: the framing that became a cage

4:34 Wall 3: self-funding, burnout, and the loan no one talks about

5:48 The breakthrough hiding in the research

6:32 Point the camera at the ones they saved

7:08 Meeting Yves Marchais

8:27 Thirteen letters from a child of war

10:25 The heartbeat, and off to Normandy

Frequently Asked Questions

What was the Battle of Carentan in June 1944?

The Battle of Carentan was fought from June 10 to 14, 1944, days after the D-Day landings. The U.S. 101st Airborne Division fought to take the Norman town of Carentan, which linked the Utah and Omaha beachheads. After crossing an exposed causeway under fire, the Americans forced the German defenders out on June 12, then held the town against a counterattack with help from the 2nd Armored Division.

Who liberated Carentan in World War II?

Carentan was liberated by the U.S. 101st Airborne Division, the Screaming Eagles, in June 1944. The 501st, 502nd, and 506th Parachute Infantry Regiments and the 327th Glider Infantry Regiment spearheaded the fight, with Lieutenant Colonel Robert Cole leading a famous charge along the road nicknamed Purple Heart Lane. In addition, tanks from the 2nd Armored Division helped repel the German counterattack on June 13.

What is the documentary Heroes of Carentan about?

Heroes of Carentan is a feature documentary by filmmaker Christian Taylor about the liberation of Carentan, France, in June 1944, told through the people who lived it. After a two-year production stall, the film was rebuilt with the help of Yves Marchais, who was a six-year-old child during the battle and later wrote thirteen letters recounting his memories. It is Taylor's second feature, following The Girl Who Wore Freedom.

Why do documentary filmmakers self-fund their films?

Documentary funding is famously hard, and self-funding is common because otherwise many projects would never get made. Filmmakers often cover early costs themselves to show commitment before grants or investors come in. The current climate is tougher than usual, with the closure of the Corporation for Public Broadcasting and cuts to PBS shrinking traditional support, so many filmmakers now rely on personal savings, credit, and small donor communities.

Who is Yves Marchais?

Yves Marchais is a French civilian who was six and a half years old when the U.S. 101st Airborne Division liberated his town of Carentan in June 1944. Now 88, he wrote thirteen letters to filmmaker Christian Taylor recounting his childhood memories of the occupation, the bombing, and the American soldiers who saved his family. His testimony became the emotional center of the documentary Heroes of Carentan.

About Heroes of Carentan

Heroes of Carentan is Christian Taylor's second feature documentary, currently in production. It tells the story of the liberation of Carentan, France, in June 1944 by the 101st Airborne Division, seen through the eyes of French civilian Yves Marchais, who lived through it as a six-year-old child.

About The Girl Who Wore Freedom

Christian Taylor's award-winning first documentary, about the gratitude the people of Normandy still carry for the American soldiers who liberated them. This episode includes a short clip from the film featuring Valerie Cardin and Marie-Pascal Legrand. Website: https://www.thegirlwhoworefreedom.com

About Documentary First

Documentary First is a weekly podcast about the craft, business, and truth of documentary filmmaking. Host Christian Taylor is a documentary filmmaker, actor, and voice artist with more than four decades in entertainment. Each week she sits down with documentary filmmakers and nonfiction storytellers, and The Deep Dive companion series explores a single idea from a recent conversation.

Resources Mentioned

The Girl Who Wore Freedom: https://www.thegirlwhoworefreedom.com

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What if the disappointment you didn't choose was the only door to the life you were meant to live?

Three generations of one family chased professional baseball, and all three lost it to a career-ending injury. Each one found his calling in the aftermath. That pattern runs through Voices: The Danny Gans Story, filmmaker Andrew Gans's documentary about his father, the Las Vegas entertainer known as the Man of Many Voices. In this Deep Dive, Christian Taylor sits with what Andrew's film, and her own family's story, reveal about disappointment, the courage to tell the truth, and the doors we would never have chosen to walk through.

In this Deep Dive on Documentary First Episode 280 with Andrew Gans, Christian goes deeper into the heartbreak behind the film: a lost baseball career, a father's sudden death, a movie nearly ended by COVID, and the hard choice between protecting a hero and telling the truth. She connects it to her own son's last-minute disqualification that sent him to Normandy and seeded her film The Girl Who Wore Freedom, and to the warning Danny Gans's story carries for anyone living with chronic pain.

The thread tying it together is simple and hard. The worst thing that happens to you is almost never what you would have chosen, and sometimes it is the only door to the life you were meant to live. But not every closed door opens onto something better. Danny built an extraordinary life after his injury, then lost the end of that life to the medication treating his chronic pain. The doorway and the warning reach us through the same act: Andrew's refusal to quit.

In this episode, Christian explores:

• Why three generations of one family lost their baseball dreams to injury and found their calling in the aftermath
• How Andrew Gans set out to honor his father and ended up telling a harder, more honest story
• Why the worst thing that happens to you can become the only door to the life you were meant to live
• How COVID and lost funding became the reason the most personal part of the film exists
• The choice every documentary filmmaker faces: protect the hero or tell the truth
• Why someone is more of a hero when you see that they are human and flawed
• How a soldier's unfair disqualification became the foundation for The Girl Who Wore Freedom
• Why not every closed door opens onto something better, and how to hold that honestly
• What Danny Gans's life and loss reveal about chronic pain and pain medication
• Why holding your plan loosely can make a better film, and a better life

Chapters:

0:00 A Warning That Might Save Your Life

1:09 Andrew Gans: Losing the Dream and a Father

2:08 Three Generations, Three Closed Doors

2:54 How COVID Setbacks Shaped the Film

3:13 Making a Documentary About Your Own Family

3:33 Telling the Truth in a Documentary About Family

4:28 My Son Hunter and the Door to Normandy

5:42 Danny Gans: An Extraordinary Life and Tragic Loss

6:21 Chronic Pain and the Danger of Pain Medication

6:40 Why Persistence Matters in Filmmaking

7:02 Letting Go of Control

7:49 When Disappointment Is a Doorway

Frequently Asked Questions:

What is Voices: The Danny Gans Story about?

Voices: The Danny Gans Story is a documentary by Andrew Gans about his father, the Las Vegas entertainer Danny Gans, known as the Man of Many Voices. What started as a tribute became a more honest portrait, including the chronic pain Danny carried privately and the loss that ended his life. It is a son's effort to tell the whole truth about the man he admired.

Who was Danny Gans?

Danny Gans was a singer, comedian, and impressionist who became one of the biggest headliners in Las Vegas and was named Entertainer of the Year twelve times. Before entertainment, he was drafted by the White Sox organization, until a severed Achilles ended his baseball career and sent him toward the stage, where he became known as the Man of Many Voices.

How did Danny Gans die?

Danny Gans died in 2009 at age 52. His death was accidental, connected to prescription medication he was taking for chronic pain. Voices: The Danny Gans Story explores this honestly, presenting his story as both a tribute and a cautionary reminder about the risks of pain treatment for the millions of people who live with chronic pain every day.

How do you make a documentary about your own family?

Filmmakers documenting their own family often face a tension between honoring someone and telling the truth about them. In Voices: The Danny Gans Story, Andrew Gans chose to include painful discoveries about his father and to put himself in the film. The honest version, he found, made his father more of a hero, not less, because audiences connect with people who are human and flawed.

About the Film and the People:

Voices: The Danny Gans Story. Written and directed by Andrew Davies Gans, the documentary tells the story of his father, Danny Gans, the Las Vegas entertainer known as the Man of Many Voices. What began as a tribute became an honest portrait of a beloved performer, including the chronic pain he carried privately and the loss that ended his life.

Danny Gans. A singer, comedian, and impressionist who became one of Las Vegas's biggest headliners, named Entertainer of the Year twelve times. Before entertainment, he was drafted by the White Sox organization, until a severed Achilles ended his baseball career.

The Girl Who Wore Freedom. Christian Taylor's documentary about Normandy and the people liberated on D-Day, the film her son's unexpected assignment helped set in motion.

About Documentary First: The Deep Dive:

Each week, host Christian Taylor takes an insight from a recent Documentary First interview and explores it through story, philosophy, culture, and the universal human experience. It is a companion show to Documentary First, built for documentary filmmakers, lovers of story, and anyone who wants to think more deeply about what we watch. Christian Taylor is a documentary filmmaker (The Girl Who Wore Freedom), actor, voice actor, and podcast host based in the United States.

Resources Mentioned:

Documentary First Episode 280 with Andrew Gans: https://pod.fo/e/433e78

Voices: The Danny Gans Story, documentary directed by Andrew Davies Gans

The Girl Who Wore Freedom, documentary directed by Christian Taylor

Christian Taylor on IMDb: https://www.imdb.com/name/nm3041250/

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How do you tell the truth about your own father when the whole world knew him as the Man of Many Voices?

Danny Gans could become almost anyone on stage. He was the first headliner in Las Vegas to sell a $100 ticket, and for years his shows sold out night after night. Offstage, he was living with chronic pain he kept close to his chest. When his son, Andrew Davies Gans, set out to make a film about him, he planned an inspirational story about an athlete who reinvented himself. Then he started learning things about his father he had never known.

In Episode 280, Christian Taylor sits down with Andrew Davies Gans, director and producer of Voices: The Danny Gans Story, his first documentary as a director. Andrew lost his father and his own dream of a baseball career in the same month, turned to acting and screenwriting, and went on to produce about a dozen films before he felt ready to direct. On the 10th anniversary of his father's death, he decided that if Las Vegas would not remember Danny, he would make a film that did.

Andrew talks about filming the first interviews with his mom, losing investors when COVID shut the production down for more than a year, and becoming a father himself in the middle of making a film about his own dad. He shares the advice comedian Louie Anderson gave him about telling a story the hard way, and how he ended up putting himself and his family in front of the camera. He explains why he built a key moment of the film around his father's on-stage performance of the Scent of a Woman speech, and why, after many sleepless nights, he decided to tell the truth about Danny's chronic pain. As Andrew puts it, "I think he's more of a hero when you realize that he's human."

In this episode, you'll learn:

• How three generations of the Gans family traded baseball for the stage
• How Danny Gans became the first $100 ticket in Las Vegas
• What it takes to direct your first documentary about your own father
• How a teaser cut from one interview with his mom helped raise money
• How COVID nearly ended the film, and what the delay made possible
• Why Andrew decided to put himself and his family in the film
• What Louie Anderson taught Andrew about telling a story the hard way
• Why a first-time director shouldn't wait to be 100% prepared
• Why Andrew gave his editor a writing credit
• What Donny Osmond, Tony Orlando and Lance Burton said about the pressure on a headliner, and how Steve Wynn built Danny two theaters

CHAPTERS

0:00 Losing a Father and a Dream

5:34 How Did Danny Gans Become a Vegas Star?

10:54 Why Andrew Made This Film

18:27 Fatherhood and Stepping Into the Frame

22:57 Louie Anderson and the Hard Way

26:30 Scent of a Woman and Telling the Truth

35:20 Don't Wait to Be 100% Prepared

38:16 A Writing Credit for the Editor

41:48 Donny Osmond, Tony Orlando, Steve Wynn

48:37 What Comes Next for Andrew

52:37 Shuffle and Searching for Sugar Man

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS

Who was Danny Gans?

Danny Gans was a singer, actor and impressionist billed as the Man of Many Voices. A former baseball player whose career ended with a torn Achilles tendon, he turned his gift for voices and comedy into a Las Vegas career, headlining theaters built for him at the Mirage and later the Encore. His son confirms he was the first performer in Las Vegas to sell a $100 ticket.

What is Voices: The Danny Gans Story about?

Voices: The Danny Gans Story is a documentary about the Las Vegas entertainer, directed by his son, Andrew Davies Gans. The first half follows Danny's rise from baseball to the Strip. The second half turns personal, as Andrew wrestles on camera with how much of his father's private struggle with chronic pain to reveal, while becoming a father himself.

How did Danny Gans die?

Danny Gans died on May 1, 2009, at age 52, at his home in Henderson, Nevada. The coroner ruled his death an adverse reaction to the prescription painkiller hydromorphone, combined with a pre-existing heart condition, and stated it was not related to drug abuse. In the film, his son explores the chronic pain his father lived with and the treatment he received for it.

How do you make a documentary about your own family?

Andrew Davies Gans started by interviewing his mother and cutting that interview into a teaser to raise money. He planned an inspirational biography, but the film changed as he learned more. His advice is to accept that you will never be 100% prepared, stay open in interviews instead of sticking to your question list, and let the story you find replace the story you planned.

DOCUVIEW DÉJÀ VU PICKS

Andrew's picks:

• Searching for Sugar Man (2012), the story of a musician whose forgotten album found a huge audience in another country: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt2125608/
• Shuffle, a documentary about fraud in the drug rehabilitation industry, which Andrew saw on the festival circuit and was not yet released at the time of recording: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt35520195/

SPONSORED BY VIRGIL FILMS ENTERTAINMENT

This episode is brought to you by Virgil Films Entertainment, distributor of Super Size Me and the Oscar-nominated Restrepo, with over 25 years of distribution experience. https://virgilfilms.com

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ABOUT THE GUEST

Andrew Davies Gans

Director and Producer, Glanzrock Productions

Andrew Davies Gans grew up in Las Vegas and Los Angeles and was drafted to play professional baseball out of high school before a third labrum tear ended his career. He turned to acting, then screenwriting, then producing, and has produced about a dozen films. Voices: The Danny Gans Story is his directorial debut. He premiered the film at Dances With Films in Los Angeles and took it to about a dozen festivals, including the Austin Film Festival, the Julien Dubuque International Film Festival and the San Luis Obispo International Film Festival. His next project is a scripted film.

Website: https://glanzrock.productions

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/gans_andrew

LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/andrew-davies-gans

Glanzrock Productions on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/p/Glanzrock-Productions-100063642647635/

ABOUT DANNY GANS

Danny Gans was a Las Vegas singer, actor and impressionist known as the Man of Many Voices. Steve Wynn built theaters for him at the Mirage and later at the Encore. He died in 2009 at the age of 52.

ABOUT DOCUMENTARY FIRST

Documentary First is a weekly podcast about the people behind documentaries and how the work changed them. Host Christian Taylor, director of the award-winning The Girl Who Wore Freedom, talks with filmmakers from Ken Burns to first-time directors. Listen Notes ranks the show in the top 5% of all podcasts worldwide.

RESOURCES MENTIONED

• Voices: The Danny Gans Story (IMDb): https://www.imdb.com/title/tt36590609/
• Danny Gans (Wikipedia, source for the dates and coroner's ruling above): https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Danny_Gans
• Scent of a Woman (1992), the source of the "Charlie has taken the right path" speech
• Louie Anderson, comedian (1953 to 2022)
• Donny Osmond, Tony Orlando, Lance Burton and Steve Wynn, who appear in the film
• The Deep Dive on this episode, "The Disappointment You Didn't Choose": https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X2VEoEt44GQ

When does refusing to repeat a lie become complicity in it?

The hardest question in documentary filmmaking is not how to find the truth. It is how to handle a lie. When a false story is already loose in the world, you have two choices that look almost identical on the page: refuse to repeat it, or amplify it by debunking it. The discipline of knowing which is which can decide whether your film tells the truth or makes the lie stronger.

In this Deep Dive on Documentary First Episode 279 with Brian Pocrass, host Christian Taylor digs into the question Brian asked on tape about how much oxygen you give a lie. The conversation took thirty minutes to arrive there, but the question turns out to be the spine of every documentary that touches a contested story. This episode traces that question through C.S. Lewis’s The Screwtape Letters, Dietrich Bonhoeffer’s life under the Nazi regime, Alexander Solzhenitsyn’s 1974 essay Live Not By Lies, and a two thousand year old paradox in the book of Proverbs.

The spine of the episode is Brian’s question on tape: "The question is, how much oxygen do you give it?" That question runs straight into a paradox the rabbis of the Talmud spent centuries arguing over. Proverbs 26:4 says do not answer a fool according to his folly. Proverbs 26:5, the very next verse, says answer a fool according to his folly. The Talmudic resolution maps directly onto the filmmaker’s dilemma: the stakes determine the answer. Christian closes the episode with her own test, drawn from her film The Girl Who Wore Freedom: the story of Michel de Vallavieille, the French farmer shot in the back by an American paratrooper on D-Day, and the famous Band of Brothers rumor she refused to put on screen.

In this episode, Christian explores:

• Why every production company wanted Brian Pocrass to tell a different version of Heather O’Rourke’s story than the one he ended up making
• The C.S. Lewis principle from The Screwtape Letters that the devil cares more about attention than belief
• How debunking a conspiracy theory can give the conspiracy a brand new piece of footage to point at
• Dietrich Bonhoeffer’s argument that silence in the face of evil is itself evil
• Alexander Solzhenitsyn’s 1974 essay Live Not By Lies and the moral discipline of refusal
• The two thousand year old paradox in Proverbs 26:4-5 and how the Talmudic rabbis resolved it
• Why the Talmud’s answer is sacred versus mundane stakes, and what that means for documentary filmmakers
• The Michel de Vallavieille story from Christian’s film The Girl Who Wore Freedom
• The Band of Brothers rumor about Bill Guarnere that Christian refused to put on screen
• The two questions every documentary filmmaker has to weigh before they amplify a story

Chapters

0:00 C.S. Lewis, the Devil, and Brian Pocrass’s Question

0:30 How Much Oxygen Do You Give a Lie?

1:28 The Screwtape Letters and the Devil’s Currency

2:24 Bonhoeffer: Silence in the Face of Evil Is Evil Itself

3:27 Solzhenitsyn’s Live Not By Lies and Proverbs 26

4:59 The Girl Who Wore Freedom: Bill Guarnere and My Own Test

6:14 The Question I Leave You With

Frequently Asked Questions

When does debunking a lie make it stronger?

Researchers at Data and Society documented this dynamic in a 2018 study called The Oxygen of Amplification. Repeating a false claim in order to refute it gives the claim attention, repeats the language, and trains the algorithm to surface it more. Britannica describes this dynamic as adding oxygen to the fire of misinformation. For documentary filmmakers, this means a debunking film about a conspiracy theory can leave viewers more familiar with the conspiracy than with the truth.

What did Dietrich Bonhoeffer say about silence?

Bonhoeffer’s most famous line on the subject is silence in the face of evil is itself evil; not to speak is to speak; not to act is to act. Bonhoeffer was a German pastor in the 1930s who watched the German church surrender to the Nazi regime. He spent his adult life arguing against the silence of fellow pastors. The Nazis executed him in April 1945. His writings on costly discipleship remain among the most cited works of twentieth century theology.

What is Alexander Solzhenitsyn’s Live Not By Lies about?

Live Not By Lies is the essay Solzhenitsyn released on the day the KGB arrested and deported him in 1974. He argues that while a single person cannot stop a lie from being told, every person can refuse to repeat it. The refusal itself is the action. The essay is one of the foundational moral texts of the dissident movement against Soviet totalitarianism and remains widely cited in discussions of personal moral resistance.

How do the rabbis of the Talmud resolve Proverbs 26:4 and 26:5?

Proverbs 26:4 says do not answer a fool according to his folly, or you will be like him yourself. Proverbs 26:5 says answer a fool according to his folly, or he will be wise in his own eyes. The Talmudic resolution is that the two verses apply to different kinds of stakes. When the fool is talking about something sacred, you answer. When the fool is talking about something mundane, you do not. The wisdom is in knowing which kind of stakes you are facing.

How do documentary filmmakers handle conspiracy theories about their subjects?

There is no industry standard. Each filmmaker has to weigh the specific story. Some choose to confront the conspiracy directly and risk amplifying it. Others refuse to give the conspiracy screen time and risk being accused of avoidance. The discipline is to ask what the documentary makes more solid in the world and who the actual audience is: the people who already believe the lie, or the people who deserve the truth.

About the Source Episode

Documentary First Episode 279 with Brian Pocrass aired on June 9, 2026. Brian is an attorney based in Los Angeles and the producer of She Was Here, the 2026 documentary about the life and death of Heather O’Rourke. The film features Heather’s family debunking the Poltergeist curse rumor that has surrounded her death for almost forty years.

Episode link: https://pod.fo/e/427c08

About The Girl Who Wore Freedom

The Girl Who Wore Freedom is Christian Taylor’s documentary about the children of Sainte-Marie-du-Mont, France, and the American GIs who liberated their town on D-Day, June 6, 1944. The film centers on Danielle Patrix Van Den Heede, whose family hid GIs in the days after the invasion, and Michel de Vallavieille, the young farmer at Brecourt Manor who was shot in the back by an American paratrooper on D-Day and went on to build the Utah Beach Museum and become the mayor of Sainte-Marie-du-Mont.

Website: https://thegirlwhoworefreedom.com

About Documentary First: The Deep Dive

Each week, host Christian Taylor takes an insight from a recent Documentary First filmmaker interview and explores it through literature, philosophy, theology, current culture, and the universal human experience. It is a companion show to Documentary First, built for documentary filmmakers, lovers of story, and anyone who wants to think more deeply about what we are watching. Christian Taylor is a documentary filmmaker (The Girl Who Wore Freedom, Heroes of Carentan), actor, voice actor, and podcast host based in the United States.

Resources Mentioned

• Documentary First Episode 279 with Brian Pocrass: https://pod.fo/e/427c08
• She Was Here, directed by Nick Bailey, produced by Brian Pocrass (2026)
• The Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis (1942)
• Dietrich Bonhoeffer (1906-1945), German pastor and theologian
• Live Not By Lies by Alexander Solzhenitsyn (1974 essay)
• Proverbs 26:4-5
• Talmud, Shabbat 30b
• The Girl Who Wore Freedom, directed and produced by Christian Taylor: https://thegirlwhoworefreedom.com
• Band of Brothers by Stephen Ambrose (1992 book and 2001 HBO miniseries)
• The Oxygen of Amplification, Whitney Phillips, Data and Society Research Institute (2018)

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Was the Poltergeist curse real, or did the world get Heather O'Rourke's story wrong for 38 Years?

On February 1, 1988, Heather O'Rourke died at twelve years old. For nearly four decades the world has filled that silence with rumors. She Was Here, the new documentary produced by Brian Pocrass and directed by Nick Bailey, is the first authorized account of what actually happened, told by Heather's mother Kathleen, her sister Tammy, and the people who knew and worked with her.

In Episode 279, Christian sits down with producer Brian Pocrass to talk about how She Was Here came together, what it cost to earn the trust of a grieving family that had been burned by Hollywood for nearly four decades, and why he believes Heather's death was completely preventable. Brian is a USC Film School graduate with fifteen years in the entertainment industry who later became an attorney. He calls this his first documentary.

At the heart of She Was Here is a question Brian poses to himself as a producer: how much oxygen do you give a lie? Heather's death from a misdiagnosed intestinal condition, treated as Crohn's disease, became, in the tabloid press of the late 1980s, the foundation of what came to be called the Poltergeist curse. Brian's film is a working filmmaker's answer to that question, anchored in legal depositions, family archives, and the testimony of the people who loved her. It is also, as he tells Christian, a film about loss.

IN THIS EPISODE, YOU'LL LEARN:

• Why Heather O'Rourke's family broke nearly four decades of silence to participate in She Was Here
• How a misdiagnosis took Heather's life at twelve, and what her mother wants every parent to know about medical decisions
• How the Poltergeist curse rumor started, and why Heather's family is finally telling the real story
• What it actually takes to earn the trust of a grieving family that has been burned by Hollywood for thirty-eight years
• Why Brian Pocrass, a USC Film School graduate, returned to filmmaking after a fifteen-year career and a transition to law
• How Brian used his legal background to read sealed depositions from the 1991 lawsuit and uncover the real story
• Why directors like Gary Sherman and stars like Craig T. Nelson and JoBeth Williams broke their "Heather Shield" silence for this film
• The first-hand account of the Poltergeist III set explosion in Chicago, told by an eyewitness who was there
• How Brian defines the "illusion of documentary filmmaking" and the rhythm that holds a non-fiction story together
• The Steven Spielberg interview Brian could not get, and why he is willing to talk about it publicly
• The documentary Brian could not stop thinking about, his DocuView Déjà Vu pick

CHAPTERS

00:00 Her Death Was Completely Preventable: The Heart of She Was Here

00:29 Welcome to Documentary First with Christian Taylor

00:52 Meet Brian Pocrass: USC Film School Grad and She Was Here Producer

02:25 The Childhood Crush That Fueled a Documentary

07:11 The Tipping Point: Why Brian Made the Film

09:48 Earning the O'Rourke Family's Trust After an Initial No

12:40 The Full Circle Moment: Setting Heather Free

14:52 Did Heather's Mom and Sister Feel Heard

15:27 Craig T. Nelson, JoBeth Williams, and the Heather Shield

18:43 How the Poltergeist Curse Rumor Was Born

22:00 Mystery Guest: A Witness to the Poltergeist III Set

23:27 Carolyn Caruso Jollette on Filming Day at Mid America Plaza

24:20 The Garage Explosion and the Haunted Salon

28:15 Brian Tells the Explosion Story From Heather's Side

30:13 The Misdiagnosis: A Death That Could Have Been Prevented

33:29 Using a Legal Background to Read the Depositions

35:58 The Illusion of Documentary Filmmaking

42:37 The Interview Brian Couldn't Get: Spielberg's Gatekeepers

44:48 A Documentary Filmmaker's Real Definition of Success

47:48 DocuView Déjà Vu: Brian Recommends Adrienne

50:24 Documentary First Sign-Off

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS

How did Heather O'Rourke really die?

Heather O'Rourke died on February 1, 1988, in San Diego at twelve years old. The cause was septic shock from an acute bowel obstruction, ultimately traced to a congenital intestinal abnormality that had been misdiagnosed as Crohn's disease. The misdiagnosis is the central tragedy of She Was Here — producer Brian Pocrass calls her death "completely preventable" with the correct diagnosis and a simple surgery. The film's authorized account ends decades of conspiracy speculation about her death.

Is the Poltergeist curse real?

The "Poltergeist curse" is a tabloid-era rumor that grew from the deaths of four Poltergeist trilogy cast members across the 1980s. Heather O'Rourke's family, who appear throughout She Was Here, reject the curse narrative as a painful misrepresentation of their daughter and sister. The documentary presents the authorized medical and legal record: Heather's death was a misdiagnosed congenital condition, not a curse.

Where can I watch the Heather O'Rourke documentary?

She Was Here is available to stream on Amazon Prime Video, Apple TV, and Fandango at Home. The 85-minute documentary was released on February 24, 2026, distributed in the United States by Virgil Films Entertainment and internationally by Indiecan Entertainment. It is directed by Nick Bailey and produced by Brian Pocrass, Reese Eveneshen, and Avi Federgreen.

What is the She Was Here documentary about?

She Was Here is the authorized biographical documentary of Heather O'Rourke, the child actress who played Carol Anne in the Poltergeist trilogy and died at twelve in 1988. The 85-minute film features unprecedented access to her family's diaries, letters, and home videos, plus interviews with Craig T. Nelson, JoBeth Williams, Zach Galligan, Gary Sherman, and Heather's mother and sister. The film's purpose is to recover Heather's life from decades of curse mythology.

DOCUVIEW DÉJÀ VU PICKS

Brian's recommendation:

• Adrienne (2021), directed by Andy Ostroy. A documentary about the murdered filmmaker, screenwriter, and actress Adrienne Shelly (Waitress), made by her husband. Brian was struck by the moment in the third act when Ostroy goes to prison to confront his wife's killer face to face, showing photographs of the milestones his daughter has reached without her mother. Streaming on HBO Max.

SPONSORED BY

Documentary First is proudly sponsored by Virgil Films Entertainment, an independent film distributor with more than twenty-five years of experience. Virgil has released Super Size Me, the Oscar-nominated Restrepo, Forks Over Knives, and many other documentary classics. If you are a filmmaker struggling with distribution, visit virgilfilms.com and tell them Christian Taylor sent you.

ABOUT BRIAN POCRASS

Brian Pocrass is a USC Film School graduate and the producer of She Was Here. After fifteen years working in the entertainment industry across television, film, and digital media, he made a career shift to law and now practices as an attorney at POCRASS & DE LOS REYES, LLP in Los Angeles. She Was Here marks his return to filmmaking, driven by a personal connection to Heather O'Rourke's story that began when he was nine years old.

Connect with Brian: Instagram @brianpocrass · LinkedIn https://www.linkedin.com/in/brianpocrass/

ABOUT SHE WAS HERE

She Was Here is an 85-minute documentary released on February 24, 2026. Directed by Nick Bailey (based in Waukesha, Wisconsin) and produced by Brian Pocrass, Reese Eveneshen, and Avi Federgreen, the film features interviews with Kathleen O'Rourke, Tammy O'Rourke, Craig T. Nelson, JoBeth Williams, Zach Galligan, Gary Sherman, and other figures from Heather's life and career. She Was Here is distributed in the United States by Virgil Films Entertainment, and internationally by Indiecan Entertainment.

Watch: Apple TV · Amazon Prime Video · Fandango at Home

Follow: Instagram @shewasheredoc

ABOUT OUR MYSTERY GUEST: CAROLYN CARUSO JOLLETTE

Carolyn Caruso Jollette appeared on this episode as Christian's mystery guest with a remarkable first-hand connection to the Poltergeist III production. She was a Chicago Honey Bear during the 1979 to 1980 NFL season, and during that time guest-starred on the Emmy-winning television show You're Never Too Old. After her time on the sidelines, Carolyn opened a full-service salon at Mid America Plaza in Oak Brook, Illinois, the very building where Poltergeist III filmed its underground garage scenes. She was on the first floor when the on-set explosion happened and gives an eyewitness account in this episode.

After sixteen years running the salon, Carolyn earned an Interior Design degree and ran CJ Interiors, Inc. from 1999 to 2014, with a client list that included the wives of Chicago's professional sports athletes and beauty pageant contestants. She is the co-author, with former Honey Bear Renee Halverson Wright, of Missing from the Sidelines: The Untold Stories of the Chicago Honey Bears NFL Cheerleaders (2018).

The Chicago Honey Bears were the official cheerleading squad of the Chicago Bears from 1976 to 1986. Founded at the request of legendary Bears co-founder George "Papa Bear" Halas, the squad performed at Soldier Field for nine NFL seasons and famously wore white boots. Their final appearance was at the end of the 1985 season, following the Bears' Super Bowl XX championship. The squad was disbanded shortly afterward by team owner Virginia McCaskey. Missing from the Sidelines opens the door to the behind-the-scenes world of the Honey Bears with personal stories from former cheerleaders, an exclusive interview with Coach Mike Ditka, and more than 400 photographs.

Get the book: Missing from the Sidelines on Amazon

ABOUT DOCUMENTARY FIRST

Documentary First is the weekly podcast for documentary filmmakers, distributors, and anyone who loves the craft, business, and truth of nonfiction storytelling. Host Christian Taylor is a documentary filmmaker (The Girl Who Wore Freedom, Heroes of Carentan), actor, voice actor, and longtime entertainment professional. Documentary First releases a new long-form interview every Thursday, followed by a companion solo episode, Documentary First: The Deep Dive, which takes one insight from the prior week's conversation and explores it more deeply.

RESOURCES MENTIONED

• She Was Here (2026), directed by Nick Bailey, produced by Brian Pocrass

• Virgil Films Entertainment (US distributor of She Was Here)

• Indiecan Entertainment (international distributor of She Was Here)

• Adrienne (2021), directed by Andy Ostroy — Brian's DocuView Déjà Vu pick

• Adrienne Shelly Foundation

• Missing from the Sidelines: The Untold Stories of the Chicago Honey Bears NFL Cheerleaders (2018) by Renee Halverson Wright and Carolyn Caruso Jollette

• The Girl Who Wore Freedom (Christian Taylor's award-winning D-Day documentary)

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What is the difference between solitude and loneliness, and why does every creative person need to understand it?

There are two kinds of being alone in creative work, and they are not the same thing. One makes the work great. The other wears you down to nothing. The difference between solitude and loneliness is the difference between sustainable creative life and creative burnout, and most of us never learn to tell them apart.

In this Deep Dive, host Christian Taylor takes a single line from her conversation with filmmaker Armin Korsos, that filmmaking can be a very lonely process, and explores what it actually means to be alone in creative work, and what turns the hard kind of alone into the kind that makes the work matter.

In this Deep Dive on Documentary First Episode 278 with Armin Korsos, Christian draws a line between loneliness and solitude. Loneliness is the desert. Solitude is the garden. The work, she argues, is learning to turn one into the other, and then finding the people who remind you that the loneliness was never a sign of failure. It was just part of the work.

Anchored in Henri Nouwen's image of the desert and the garden, and C.S. Lewison friendship from The Four Loves, this episode is for filmmakers, writers, voice actors, painters, small business owners, and anyone who does the quiet work alone and needs to be reminded they are not the only one.

In this episode, Christian explores:

• The difference between solitude and loneliness, and why creative people confuse them
• Why the most creative moments come from being alone, and why the work needs the quiet
• The second kind of alone: the lonely math of budgets, fundraising, and payroll
• Why that weight is not a sign you are failing, but a sign you are doing the work
• What both kinds of alone are forging in you at the same time
• Why you cannot offer anything in a room of peers until the time alone has happened
• How finding your people can feel like an oasis in the desert
• What community actually does for the work, and what it does not do
• Why you are built for both solitude and community, and need both

CHAPTERS

0:00 The Two Kinds of Alone

0:20 Armin Korsos on the Lonely Process

1:13 The Outside View vs. the Inside Reality

1:36 The First Alone. Solitude as the Creative Garden

3:38 The Second Alone. The Lonely Math of Filmmaking

5:28 Finding Your People. The Oasis in the Desert

7:26 What Community Does for the Work

Frequently Asked Questions

What is the difference between solitude and loneliness?

Solitude is chosen, generative time alone that creative work requires. It is where you hear what a story is asking for and find your own voice. Loneliness is the heavier, often involuntary weight of carrying the hard parts of the work by yourself, the budgets, the rejections, the decisions no one else can make for you. The writer Henri Nouwen framed the spiritual task as converting the desert of loneliness into a garden of solitude.

Why is filmmaking so lonely?

From the outside, filmmaking looks like the festival, the poster, and the applause. From the inside, most of the work is one person alone with the thing: the edit, the budget, the fundraising, the difficult conversations with crew. The finished film never shows the months spent alone with a spreadsheet, so the loneliness stays invisible. It is a normal part of the work, not a sign of failure.

What did Henri Nouwen say about loneliness and solitude?

In Reaching Out (1975), Nouwen wrote that to live a spiritual life we must first find the courage to enter into the desert of our loneliness and to change it by gentle and persistent efforts into a garden of solitude. He described the movement from loneliness to solitude as the beginning of any spiritual life.

How do creative people deal with isolation?

By holding two things at once: protecting the solitude the work requires, and building a community that reminds them the loneliness is shared. The time alone is what makes the work. The people are what keep you the kind of person who can keep making it. You are built for both, and you need both.

About the Topic and Sources

Henri Nouwen, Reaching Out: The Three Movements of the Spiritual Life (1975)

The Dutch priest, professor, and writer whose image of the desert of loneliness and the garden of solitude anchors this episode. His exact words: “To live a spiritual life we must first find the courage to enter into the desert of our loneliness and to change it by gentle and persistent efforts into a garden of solitude.”

C.S. Lewis, The Four Loves (1960)

Lewis on how friendship is born. The moment one person says to another, “What? You too? I thought I was the only one.” Christian connects this to meeting her friend Sarah in 1989 over a shared love of Lewis, Winnie the Pooh, and the Bible.

About Documentary First: The Deep Dive

Each week, host Christian Taylor takes an insight from a recent Documentary First filmmaker interview and explores it through literature, philosophy, current culture, and the universal human experience. It is a companion show to Documentary First, built for documentary filmmakers, lovers of story, and anyone who wants to think more deeply about what we are watching. Christian Taylor is a documentary filmmaker (The Girl Who Wore Freedom), actress, voice actor, and podcast host based in the United States.

Resources Mentioned

Documentary First Episode 278 with Armin Korsos: https://pod.fo/e/41b633

Henri Nouwen, Reaching Out: The Three Movements of the Spiritual Life (1975):

https://www.henrinouwen.org/books/reaching-out

C.S. Lewis, The Four Loves (1960):

https://www.cslewis.com/four-types-of-love/

Caymanite (Armin Korsos): https://www.caymanite.us

Filmmaker Friday Chicago: https://www.filmmakerfridays.org

The Utah Beach Museum, Normandy: https://www.utah-beach.com

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Adapt or die. What does that actually look like for a working filmmaker?

Chicago documentary filmmaker Armin Korsos has a working filmmaker's answer to the question every documentarian is wrestling with right now. If you're not using AI, you will be losing work to people who do. In this conversation, Armin walks through how he turned 20 hours of pre-production paperwork into 30 minutes, how he uses AI image generation to send 40 pitches in the time it used to take to send 8, and why he believes the only currency that still matters in this industry is original ideas.

In Episode 278, Christiansits down with Armin Korsos, founder of the Chicago production company Caymaniteand co-founder of Filmmaker Friday Chicago, a film community event series that grew from 50 people at its first event to over 1,700 unique attendees in its first year.

Born in the Cayman Islands to Hungarian parents, raised in the Chicago suburbs, and trained at Columbia College Chicago, Armin uses commercial production work to fund the documentary and narrative projects he cares about. He has a working filmmaker's take on AI (use it now or lose work to the people who do), a hard-earned theory about original ideas as the only currency that still matters, and a community he built for filmmakers who know the work can be a lonely process.

In this episode, you'll learn:

• Why Armin says "if you're not using AI, you will be losing work to people who do"
• How a Hungarian-born, Cayman-Islands-raised, Chicago-trained filmmaker built a production company that funds his passion projects
• What the Nvidia CEO said that changed how Armin thinks about original ideas when everyone has access to AI
• Why Armin believes "you must be the creator if you want the IP" when working with AI tools
• How Armin found a local approaching age 90 on Cayman Brac with no phone number, no email, and no address
• How a former Premier of the Cayman Islands recorded the narration for Brac in an airport parking lot
• Why an old-fashioned, boots-on-the-ground approach still beats the algorithm when looking for authentic voices
• How Filmmaker Friday Chicago grew from 50 people to 1,700 unique attendees in its first year
• Whether film school is still worth it in 2026, and what to ask yourself before going
• Why Armin says luck is preparation meeting opportunity, and what that has to do with documentary filmmaking

Chapters

0:00 The "Adapt or Die" AI Warning for Filmmakers

1:11 Why Filmmaking Is a Lonely Process

2:35 Armin's Journey: Cayman Islands to Hungary to Chicago

6:00 Where Are the Cayman Islands? Grand Cayman vs Cayman Brac

7:46 Why the Artistic Ceiling Is Lower in Hungary

12:25 Is Film School Worth It in 2026?

18:38 How to Fund Passion Projects With Commercial Work

23:09 Automating Pre-Production Paperwork With AI

28:33 Nvidia CEO: Original Ideas Are the Only Currency Left

32:00 Why You Must Be the Creator to Own the IP

34:03 Brac: A 15-Minute Conservation Documentary

38:29 Finding a Subject With No Phone, No Email, No Address

43:19 Recording Narration With the Former Premier in a Parking Lot

46:33 Scaling a Film Community: 50 to 1,700 in a Year

50:26 DocuView Déjà Vu: This Week's Recommendations

Frequently Asked Questions

How are working filmmakers actually using AI in 2026?

Chicago filmmaker Armin Korsos uses AI to automate pre-production paperwork (location releases, talent releases, non-disclosure agreements, call sheets, invoicing) so the time saved can go to creative work that requires human attention. He also uses AI image generation for pitch decks, allowing him to send 40 pitches in the time it used to take to send 8. He spends 15 to 20 minutes every night learning new AI tools and updates.

What did the CEO of Nvidia say about original ideas and AI?

Jensen Huang, CEO of Nvidia, has argued that AI has equalized the playing field by removing the gatekeeping of technical knowledge. In Armin Korsos's words, paraphrasing Huang: the differentiator between who is successful and who is not in the future is who has the best original ideas. The technical skill barriers are falling. What remains scarce is the original creative input.

Can AI own the intellectual property of work it generates?

Armin Korsos cautions filmmakers that the creator of a work is the one who owns the intellectual property. As he puts it, you must be the creative input or Claude has the creative IP. AI cannot do the creative work for you if you want to own what you make. This is a working filmmaker's practical answer to a question that is still being litigated in courts.

What is Brac about?

Brac is a 15-minute conservation documentary directed by Armin Korsos and edited by Ethan Edmonds, shot over three trips to Cayman Brac, a small island of about 2,000 people in the Cayman chain. The film explores the intersection of land rights, land management, the decline of the native brown booby bird, and the future of the island. It features a local named Tennyson Scott, approaching age 90 and narration by James Ryan, former Premier of the Cayman Islands.

What is Filmmaker Friday Chicago?

Filmmaker Friday Chicago is a film community event series co-founded by Armin Korsos and Parker Foster. It hosts mixers and panel discussions at venues across Chicago, including the Chicago Cultural Center in partnership with the Chicago Film Commission. The first event drew 50 people. By the fourth event the room held over 200. In its first year the series hosted over 1,700 unique attendees, all free of charge, which Armin describes as unofficially the largest consistent film community event in Chicago.

DocuView Deja Vu Picks

Armin's pick: Gamehawker, directed by Josh Isenberg. A 25-minute conservation documentary sponsored by Patagonia and publicly available on YouTube. About birds.

Armin also mentioned: Plant Life, also directed by Josh Isenberg. Currently on its festival run, not yet publicly released.

Christian's pick: The Billionaire, the Butler and the Boyfriend, directed by Baptiste Etchegaray and Maxime Bonnet. A three-part documentary series on Netflix from 2023 about the scandal surrounding Liliane Bettencourt, the L'Oreal heiress and once the richest woman in the world. The film solves a creative problem worth studying: how to dramatize a story where the only existing record is audio. The directors use blurred top-down security-camera-style reenactments to bring the recorded conversations to life.

Sponsored by Virgil Films Entertainment

Documentary First is sponsored by Virgil Films Entertainment. Visit https://virgilfilms.com to learn more about their work distributing documentary films.

About Armin Korsos

Armin Korsos is a Chicago-based documentary and commercial director, founder of the production company Caymanite, and co-founder of Filmmaker Friday Chicago. Born in the Cayman Islands to Hungarian parents and raised in the Chicago suburbs, Armin trained at Columbia College Chicago, where he graduated in 2020. His work has taken him from the Cayman Islands to Colorado's Independence Pass to film communities across Chicago. His most recent film, Brac, is a 15-minute conservation documentary that finished post-production in January 2026 and is now in its festival run.

Connect with Armin:

• Caymanite (production company): https://www.caymanite.us
• Instagram (personal): https://www.instagram.com/armincreates
• Instagram (Caymanite): https://www.instagram.com/_caymanite
• LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/arminkorsos
• YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@arminkorsos

About Filmmaker Friday Chicago

Filmmaker Friday Chicago is a Chicago-based film community event series co-founded by Armin Korsos and Parker Foster. The series hosts mixers, panel discussions, and film showcases at venues across the city, free of charge. Filmmaker Friday also runs in New York City. To attend an upcoming event or learn more, visit https://www.filmmakerfridays.org or follow https://www.instagram.com/filmmakerfridaychicago.

About Documentary First

Documentary First is a podcast for documentary filmmakers, lovers of story, and anyone who wants to think more deeply about what we are watching. Each week, host Christian Taylor sits down with documentary filmmakers from every stage of their careers, then follows up with a solo Deep Dive episode that takes one insight from the conversation and explores it through literature, philosophy, current culture, and the universal human experience. Christian Taylor is a documentary filmmaker (The Girl Who Wore Freedom), actress, voice actor, and podcast host based in the United States. https://documentaryfirst.com

Resources Mentioned

• Brac (2026), directed by Armin Korsos, edited by Ethan Edmonds, narrated by James Ryan: https://vimeo.com/1151723297/b4692bf91b
• Caymanite production company: https://www.caymanite.us
• Filmmaker Friday: https://www.filmmakerfridays.org
• Columbia College Chicago: https://www.colum.edu
• Independence Pass motorcycle commercial (Caymanite portfolio)
• Jensen Huang, CEO of Nvidia (on the level playing field of AI)
• Gamehawker (2022), directed by Josh Isenberg, sponsored by Patagonia
• Plant Life, directed by Josh Isenberg (in festival run)
• The Billionaire, the Butler and the Boyfriend (2023), Netflix, directed by Baptiste Etchegaray and Maxime Bonnet
• Chicago Cultural Center (Filmmaker Friday venue partner): https://www.chicago.gov/city/en/depts/dca/supp_info/chicago_culturalcenter.html
• Chicago Film Commission: https://www.chicago.gov/city/en/depts/dca/provdrs/chicago_film_office.html

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What does a $1.5 billion AI lawsuit have in common with your unwritten will?

In September 2025, Anthropic agreed to pay $1.5 billion to settle the largest copyright lawsuit in U.S. history. The reason was simple. They built first and cleared rights later. Documentary filmmakers have been making the same mistake for decades. And in this Deep Dive, host Christian Taylor argues that the lesson runs deeper than music licensing or AI training data. It is the same lesson Jesus taught in Luke 14, the same lesson surgeons learn from pre-op checklists, and the same lesson Christian is living through right now as the primary caregiver to her father with Alzheimer's disease. Plan ahead. Count the cost. Do the hard things first.

In this Deep Dive on Documentary First Episode 277 with veteran ARC Producer Teddy Cannon, Christian unpacks the deeper meaning of Teddy's central argument: bring the unglamorous work in at the top of every project, or pay catastrophically downstream. Anchored in Luke 14:28 and Teddy's case study of a $50,000 to $70,000 Jackson 5 music clearance fee, this episode traces a single principle from filmmaking to surgery to aviation to the Anthropic AI copyright lawsuit and finally to estate planning and end-of-life care.

In this episode, Christian explores:

• The spine of this episode is a single line from Luke 14:28 of the Bible. "Suppose one of you wants to build a tower. Won't you first sit down and estimate the cost to see if you have enough money to complete it?" Christian draws the parallel from a Galilean carpenter to a veteran Archival Rights and Clearance Producer. Both saying the same thing across two thousand years. Both warning that the cost of finishing must be counted before the foundation is poured. The episode then turns personal, examining what happens when that wisdom is ignored at the scale of a single family and a single life.
• Why Anthropic's $1.5 billion AI copyright settlement is the same mistake documentary filmmakers have been making for decades
• What an ARC Producer (Archival Rights and Clearance Producer) actually does, and why their role traditionally lives at the bottom of the production food chain
• How a $50,000 to $70,000 Jackson 5 music clearance fee can sink an entire nine-episode film series
• Why every documentary needs Errors and Omissions Insurance and a Rights Bible before distribution
• What surgeons, pilots, and contractors have in common with filmmakers who skip pre-production planning
• What Jesus taught in Luke 14:28 to 30 about counting the cost before building the tower
• Why the Galilean carpenter and the veteran ARC Producer are saying the exact same thing two thousand years apart
• How the same wisdom that protects a film from collapsing also protects a marriage, a business, an inheritance, and a family
• What it is like to become the primary caregiver to a parent with Alzheimer's disease when no estate plan was ever written
• Why doing the boring planning work upfront is not unloving, and what the wise ones do that everyone else avoids

Chapters:

0:00 The 2,000-Year-Old Lesson

0:15 Intro: Bringing Gold to the Surface

0:41 What is an ARC Producer?

1:35 The Jackson 5 Sticker Shock

2:12 The "Boring Person" at the Top

3:04 From Surgeons to Pilots: Skipping the Checklist

3:42 AI Companies and the Billion Dollar Mistake

4:26 The Parable of the Tower

5:06 Counting the Cost

5:55 A Personal Deep Dive: Caregiving and Planning

7:20 Being the "Editor" of a Life

7:37 Final Thought: Look Anyway

8:09 Final Ask: One Share

Frequently Asked Questions:

What is an ARC Producer in filmmaking?

An ARC Producer, short for Archival Rights and Clearance Producer, is the person on a film production team responsible for tracking down third-party footage, music, photographs, and documents, and securing the legal permissions to use them. ARC Producers manage licensing, clearance logs, and the Rights Bible that every film needs to secure Errors and Omissions Insurance and distribution. Historically, ARC Producers are brought in during post-production, but bringing them in during pre-production protects filmmakers from catastrophic licensing costs at the end of a project.

Why should filmmakers bring an ARC Producer into pre-production?

Bringing an ARC Producer into pre-production allows filmmakers to budget for rights and clearances before footage is shot or music is selected. This prevents the most expensive mistake in documentary filmmaking, which is locking a final cut around archival material or songs that turn out to cost tens of thousands of dollars to license. Pre-production clearance also strengthens storytelling by ensuring filmmakers know which materials are realistically available and affordable from the start.

What can Anthropic's $1.5 billion AI copyright lawsuit teach filmmakers about clearance?

In September 2025, Anthropic agreed to pay $1.5 billion to settle Bartz v. Anthropic, the largest copyright settlement in U.S. history. The case alleged Anthropic trained its AI on pirated books without permission. The lesson for filmmakers is identical to the one ARC Producers have been giving for decades. Building a product or film first and clearing rights later is more expensive than clearing rights upfront, no matter the scale of the company.

What does Luke 14:28 say about counting the cost?

In Luke 14, verses 28 through 30, Jesus tells a brief parable about a man who wants to build a tower. The parable asks whether the builder will first sit down and estimate the cost to see if he has enough money to complete it. The point is that laying a foundation you cannot afford to finish leaves the unfinished structure visible to everyone. The principle applies to filmmaking, estate planning, and any major project that requires resources to complete.

What can caregivers and filmmakers learn from each other about planning ahead?

Both filmmakers and family caregivers face the same trap. The unglamorous planning work, whether a music clearance memo, an estate plan, or a will, is easy to put off because it asks people to look at things they would rather not look at. Filmmakers avoid thinking about the end of a budget. Families avoid thinking about the end of a life. In both cases, the people who do the boring work upfront protect the people who come after them.

About the Topic:

Bartz v. Anthropic

Bartz v. Anthropic is the class-action copyright lawsuit filed by authors Andrea Bartz, Charles Graeber, and Kirk Wallace Johnson against Anthropic AI for training its Claude language model on pirated books downloaded from Library Genesis and Pirate Library Mirror. The case settled in September 2025 for $1.5 billion, the largest copyright settlement in U.S. history. Anthropic agreed to pay approximately $3,000 per affected work and destroy the pirated files.

New York Times v. OpenAI

The New York Times filed suit against OpenAI and Microsoft in December 2023, alleging that OpenAI trained ChatGPT on millions of Times articles without permission. The Times is seeking billions of dollars in damages. The case is one of more than fifty pending AI copyright lawsuits in the United States and represents the largest active threat to current AI training practices.

Music Industry v. AI Companies

Universal Music Group, Concord Music, and other major music companies have filed suit against Anthropic and other AI companies for scraping copyrighted song lyrics to train AI models. Suno and Udio, two AI music generation platforms, face similar litigation from the Recording Industry Association of America (RIAA) and major labels. The disputes mirror the music licensing challenges documentary filmmakers have faced for decades.

Luke 14:28-30: The Parable of the Tower

In the Gospel of Luke, chapter 14, verses 28 through 30, Jesus uses the image of a man building a tower to teach about the cost of discipleship. The parable's principle has become a foundational text on planning, prudence, and foresight in Western thought. The phrase "counting the cost" entered common English usage directly from this passage.

Teddy Cannon and Crux Entertainment

Teddy Cannon is a veteran Archival Rights and Clearance Producer and the founder of Crux Entertainment, a production company specializing in documentary clearances. He is also building 3P Sync's ArcWorks, a software platform for managing rights and clearances across film productions. Teddy was the featured guest on Documentary First Episode 277, the source episode for this Deep Dive.

About Documentary First: The Deep Dive

Each week, host Christian Taylor takes an insight from a recent Documentary First filmmaker interview and explores it through literature, philosophy, current culture, and the universal human experience. It is a companion show to Documentary First, built for documentary filmmakers, lovers of story, and anyone who wants to think more deeply about what we are watching.

Christian Taylor is a documentary filmmaker (The Girl Who Wore Freedom), actor, voice actor, and podcast host based in the United States.

Resources Mentioned

Documentary First Episode 277 with Teddy Cannon: https://www.documentaryfirst.com/podcast

Crux Entertainment(Teddy Cannon's company): https://www.cruxentertainmentinc.com

3P Sync and ArcWorks: https://3psync.com

Bartz v. Anthropic settlement details (Authors Guild): https://authorsguild.org/advocacy/artificial-intelligence/what-authors-need-to-know-about-the-anthropic-settlement/

Archival Producers Alliance (APA): https://www.archivalproducers.org

Luke 14:28 to 30 (Bible Gateway): https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Luke+14:28-30&version=NIV

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